thanx to ppl who wished me on my birthday! love ya1*kiss kiss*
for those who din't----->end of our friendship here. how dare u forgot about my birthday.wahaha.
anyway i had a blast on my birthday. thank you guys!
due to the lousyness of my camera, i'll show the present and ur name ONE BY ONE....stop complaining k....(after my final) nenene.
emm...i think i wont be blogging for 2 weeks start frm now, FINAL EXAM ar....sien.
after that, i can do watever i want! wahaha.
2008/12/29
2008/12/27
an answer
carol, yifang n yinghui gave me a birthday present on 24th. it was a surprise !and the story begins.........................................end of story. :) aiyo i don't wanna be a long gas person, coz i've been storying about this to several frens already.haha.
so yesterday carol asked me whether i like the present or not, i wanted to answer, but i din't answer her, i said i'll answer it in my blog. so....im forced to write something about the present today..
bye baby
i am sorry. you served me well, we have been together for almost 16 years. everything comes to an end. I just can't take it anymore, especially when i look at your figure,from a big pao to a roticanai. Anyway baby, thanks for being there with me this 16 years whenever i am lonely, sad, whenever i need someone to cuddle with, to talk with, you were always there. I do cherish the moment we had together, especially during the night on my bed when we were hot and high. But everything have change, i can't find the feelings that we once had, you are getting old and ugly,teh colour changed from orange to yellowish and dirty, the cotton became powder. i can't feel anything anymore when i hug you, you have wounds everywhere around your body, your fur is all bleeding around me which is really very disturbing. i am sorry but i have to isolate you from now onwards. i'll keep u in a safe place for memories
baby
hi darling
24/12/08. i have accepted you into my life darling. You are just so pretty and you turn me on whenever i hug you. It feels so good and secure. I feel so protected in your arms, since you came into my life,i know i am never on my own.Your figure is as hot as lee hom. Do you believe in love at first sight?No, i believe in love at second sight, that is when i turn around again and have a closer look at you, i know you are what i need. Anyway darling, i am getting tired now, i need to sleep and its time for you to wake up and serve me well.
darling
so this is my answer. see both pillows are in orange colour, juz that the old one became yellowish d, and the size are almost the same! so ngam! haha! got few more presents to show here, but too bad la my phone camera mengajuk already(if u understand my phone well). anyway thanx alot guys!
so yesterday carol asked me whether i like the present or not, i wanted to answer, but i din't answer her, i said i'll answer it in my blog. so....im forced to write something about the present today..
bye baby
i am sorry. you served me well, we have been together for almost 16 years. everything comes to an end. I just can't take it anymore, especially when i look at your figure,from a big pao to a roticanai. Anyway baby, thanks for being there with me this 16 years whenever i am lonely, sad, whenever i need someone to cuddle with, to talk with, you were always there. I do cherish the moment we had together, especially during the night on my bed when we were hot and high. But everything have change, i can't find the feelings that we once had, you are getting old and ugly,teh colour changed from orange to yellowish and dirty, the cotton became powder. i can't feel anything anymore when i hug you, you have wounds everywhere around your body, your fur is all bleeding around me which is really very disturbing. i am sorry but i have to isolate you from now onwards. i'll keep u in a safe place for memories
baby
hi darling
24/12/08. i have accepted you into my life darling. You are just so pretty and you turn me on whenever i hug you. It feels so good and secure. I feel so protected in your arms, since you came into my life,i know i am never on my own.Your figure is as hot as lee hom. Do you believe in love at first sight?No, i believe in love at second sight, that is when i turn around again and have a closer look at you, i know you are what i need. Anyway darling, i am getting tired now, i need to sleep and its time for you to wake up and serve me well.
darling
so this is my answer. see both pillows are in orange colour, juz that the old one became yellowish d, and the size are almost the same! so ngam! haha! got few more presents to show here, but too bad la my phone camera mengajuk already(if u understand my phone well). anyway thanx alot guys!
2008/12/25
2008/12/22
x'mas mood! woohoo!
x'mas is coming !
woohoo!
i'm totally in x'mas mood now. (ohya i need so snow la...)
dun believe?
see my mobile phone's theme, my mp3, all are x'mas song, even some of my frens are complaining me that i sent too much xmas song to their phone.wakaka.
my fren asked me : u christian meh?
i said : no ah...
she asked again : den y u listen xmas song?
i said : cnt meh, my dog oso listen to the xmas song now. hey when hari raya i oso sing 'selamat hari raya...' ,den i'm islam la like tat? u go shopping lo, they all playing xmas song oso, so everyone oso christian la...cheh.
3 more days ler...
after tat --->my birthday!
today i met sharon in the campus. din see her in campus since.....long time ago i think...ermm..may be last year?
i tought i would juz greet her by saying 'hi', mana tau she wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY .omg she still remember my birthday! i was abit shocked and i stared at her, after few seconds only i responsed 'oh thanx...', well it was so sudden so i din't know wat to say actually. anyway thanx alot sharon! i appreciate it very much! arigato...
here is some pic in The Curve..
x'mas tree(ofcoz la, takkan mango tree meh...)
i want the real snow, it's better...much muchi BETTER!!!!
lol tas all for today.
ohya i had my presentation this morning!
it was like....TAHI! damn i couldn't control my hands n legs, it kept shaking, it was like i'm standing on the foot massager.
i tried to pretend that i shake it myself...wahaha.
i hope my groupmate din't notice it, so that i can go for oscar award for the best actress. blerk!
woohoo!
i'm totally in x'mas mood now. (ohya i need so snow la...)
dun believe?
see my mobile phone's theme, my mp3, all are x'mas song, even some of my frens are complaining me that i sent too much xmas song to their phone.wakaka.
my fren asked me : u christian meh?
i said : no ah...
she asked again : den y u listen xmas song?
i said : cnt meh, my dog oso listen to the xmas song now. hey when hari raya i oso sing 'selamat hari raya...' ,den i'm islam la like tat? u go shopping lo, they all playing xmas song oso, so everyone oso christian la...cheh.
3 more days ler...
after tat --->my birthday!
today i met sharon in the campus. din see her in campus since.....long time ago i think...ermm..may be last year?
i tought i would juz greet her by saying 'hi', mana tau she wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY .omg she still remember my birthday! i was abit shocked and i stared at her, after few seconds only i responsed 'oh thanx...', well it was so sudden so i din't know wat to say actually. anyway thanx alot sharon! i appreciate it very much! arigato...
here is some pic in The Curve..
x'mas tree(ofcoz la, takkan mango tree meh...)
i want the real snow, it's better...much muchi BETTER!!!!
lol tas all for today.
ohya i had my presentation this morning!
it was like....TAHI! damn i couldn't control my hands n legs, it kept shaking, it was like i'm standing on the foot massager.
i tried to pretend that i shake it myself...wahaha.
i hope my groupmate din't notice it, so that i can go for oscar award for the best actress. blerk!
2008/12/20
random
k i've been so busy for this few weeks.
sorry for my frens who kept asking me to go out coz i rejected them.
i'll catch up wif u all when i'm free.(seriously)
and please stop blaming me k...
i've gt very pissed wif my own work too k...
lots of things happened in this few weeks too.
i'll update it later.haha.(jz say la u lazy)
thanx for those who helped me in the past.(seriously k)
i don't want to list out the name, later u wan me to belanja u or repay u with something else.wakaka.
i got my first birthday's gift frm one of my fren as she goin to UK to meet her bf next week.hoho.
so as usual, i hope to get more presents for my birthday this year,nenene.
sorry for my frens who kept asking me to go out coz i rejected them.
i'll catch up wif u all when i'm free.(seriously)
and please stop blaming me k...
i've gt very pissed wif my own work too k...
lots of things happened in this few weeks too.
i'll update it later.haha.(jz say la u lazy)
thanx for those who helped me in the past.(seriously k)
i don't want to list out the name, later u wan me to belanja u or repay u with something else.wakaka.
i got my first birthday's gift frm one of my fren as she goin to UK to meet her bf next week.hoho.
so as usual, i hope to get more presents for my birthday this year,nenene.
2008/12/12
船到桥头自然直
船到桥头自然直。
这句谚语对我来说真的还蛮有效的叻！
昨天还在烦学费的事，今天就搞定了！哇哈哈！好高兴哦！
为了学费，我可是吃喝睡不下。还拼命的问他及时可以还钱，但得到的答案永远是一样的--‘我还没问银行’。
本来打算跟姐姐借钱的，哪知道她那么快就去报料给妈妈听了。
所以呢。。。本小姐我就中骂了。酱也好，过后我妈就给我二千咯。好爽！
所以呢。。。事情就酱搞定了。
这句谚语对我来说真的还蛮有效的叻！
昨天还在烦学费的事，今天就搞定了！哇哈哈！好高兴哦！
为了学费，我可是吃喝睡不下。还拼命的问他及时可以还钱，但得到的答案永远是一样的--‘我还没问银行’。
本来打算跟姐姐借钱的，哪知道她那么快就去报料给妈妈听了。
所以呢。。。本小姐我就中骂了。酱也好，过后我妈就给我二千咯。好爽！
所以呢。。。事情就酱搞定了。
2008/12/11
今天
今天心情很好，不知道为什么。
考试明明不会做，也没时间做。
今天是淑婷的生日。
这两个月都好多人生日，快破产了。说到破产，我才发现明天是十二号叻！
交学费的最后一天，我还以为是下个星期一叻！好让我去筹钱。。。
借了朋友一千令吉到现在他都还没还。。。真的很怕他是在骗我的，害我没得交学费，又不敢跟家长拿，给他们知道我借钱给人一定被骂到臭头的。
算了，我相信船到桥头自然直，虽然不可以相信。
有件事我忍了好久，但我坚持一定要post 一个blog 我才甘愿。
那就是。。。。我要上厕所大解了！！！！！！！！
考试明明不会做，也没时间做。
今天是淑婷的生日。
这两个月都好多人生日，快破产了。说到破产，我才发现明天是十二号叻！
交学费的最后一天，我还以为是下个星期一叻！好让我去筹钱。。。
借了朋友一千令吉到现在他都还没还。。。真的很怕他是在骗我的，害我没得交学费，又不敢跟家长拿，给他们知道我借钱给人一定被骂到臭头的。
算了，我相信船到桥头自然直，虽然不可以相信。
有件事我忍了好久，但我坚持一定要post 一个blog 我才甘愿。
那就是。。。。我要上厕所大解了！！！！！！！！
2008/12/08
cold cold cold....merry christmas!
why is it so cold today???!!!
been raining for one night , cold sial.....but i like it. wahaha.
i'm wearing my jacket, staring at my notes, listening to the christmas song(kenny g), looking at the photo which my mum taken when she was in US.
i felt like i'm in those western country too!wahaha.
juz that i can't see the snows...
don't know why...i love christmas!
ohh...i know i'm dreaming again lol.
been raining for one night , cold sial.....but i like it. wahaha.
i'm wearing my jacket, staring at my notes, listening to the christmas song(kenny g), looking at the photo which my mum taken when she was in US.
i felt like i'm in those western country too!wahaha.
juz that i can't see the snows...
don't know why...i love christmas!
ohh...i know i'm dreaming again lol.
2008/12/05
华语我来咯！
隆重登场！
今年的心情都不是很好。
做了那么多的事情但都徒劳无功。
为了梦想而努力奋斗却没得到很好的结果。
还以为自己可以背着背包拿着行李到国外追寻梦想，但梦想只是跟我打招呼就拍拍屁股走人了。
我计划那么多的东西都落空了。觉得自己好没用。
还以为自己能够承受着一些痛苦和困扰，但是到最后才发觉自己负荷不了那么多的事情。
我从来都没有过那么的勇敢，那么的努力奋斗。
讲了那么多，应该没人看得懂我在说什么吧！嘿嘿。反正我也没有想过要去给任何人知道。除了那两个多管闲事的朋友之外。很感谢你们的帮忙，虽然也帮不上什么忙。。。。
前两星期，终于收到了一通电话和一封我期待已久的信。一封也许能够改变我命运的信。
说我成功获得他们一半的奖学金，我依然能够记得当时我的表情，已经麻木了。。。
准备了那么久，一关闯一关，到最后的我还是失败了。
当时的我还以为自己会得到全免奖学金，原来是我自己高估了自己，还以为被考官称赞了几句就了不起了。
我努力过了，但我知道最后一关我没表现好，原因是当时刚好在考final，我根本就没时间准备，还崩溃得大哭起来。当时的情况根本就在强迫我做最后的选择，最后我还是在考完那一张就直接赶去kl 了。
我从来都没那么积极的努力过。。。
算了吧，等我的空时才继续把。。。
看了我的post就算了，不要问东问西。想讲的我都讲了。。。
很睏了，拜拜。
今年的心情都不是很好。
做了那么多的事情但都徒劳无功。
为了梦想而努力奋斗却没得到很好的结果。
还以为自己可以背着背包拿着行李到国外追寻梦想，但梦想只是跟我打招呼就拍拍屁股走人了。
我计划那么多的东西都落空了。觉得自己好没用。
还以为自己能够承受着一些痛苦和困扰，但是到最后才发觉自己负荷不了那么多的事情。
我从来都没有过那么的勇敢，那么的努力奋斗。
讲了那么多，应该没人看得懂我在说什么吧！嘿嘿。反正我也没有想过要去给任何人知道。除了那两个多管闲事的朋友之外。很感谢你们的帮忙，虽然也帮不上什么忙。。。。
前两星期，终于收到了一通电话和一封我期待已久的信。一封也许能够改变我命运的信。
说我成功获得他们一半的奖学金，我依然能够记得当时我的表情，已经麻木了。。。
准备了那么久，一关闯一关，到最后的我还是失败了。
当时的我还以为自己会得到全免奖学金，原来是我自己高估了自己，还以为被考官称赞了几句就了不起了。
我努力过了，但我知道最后一关我没表现好，原因是当时刚好在考final，我根本就没时间准备，还崩溃得大哭起来。当时的情况根本就在强迫我做最后的选择，最后我还是在考完那一张就直接赶去kl 了。
我从来都没那么积极的努力过。。。
算了吧，等我的空时才继续把。。。
看了我的post就算了，不要问东问西。想讲的我都讲了。。。
很睏了，拜拜。
2008/11/30
life is short.....
uncle chia passed away yesterday.
he's my dad best fren .
he had cancer. Four years ago.
We thought he was fine after treatment and all.
he passed on yesterday.
Mum and dad were there. aunty was devastated.
she didn't know what to do. Was in total chaos as she has not made any arrangements of any sort.
When I heard the news, I cried.
Not only for him, but in fear of losing my parents.
uncle chia's eldest daughter is my age and son is elder by bro by about 2 years. Our age gap's pretty close.
I don't really know what I'm rambling about but I'm feeling really really bad about it. I am afraid of losing my parents. I love them very, very much. And I really don't know what I'll do without them. I'm afraid of them leaving me.
Why are there so many deaths. Why. I'm just not in the mood, really.
so may deaths in this year.
it totallywill affect my mood .
he's my dad best fren .
he had cancer. Four years ago.
We thought he was fine after treatment and all.
he passed on yesterday.
Mum and dad were there. aunty was devastated.
she didn't know what to do. Was in total chaos as she has not made any arrangements of any sort.
When I heard the news, I cried.
Not only for him, but in fear of losing my parents.
uncle chia's eldest daughter is my age and son is elder by bro by about 2 years. Our age gap's pretty close.
I don't really know what I'm rambling about but I'm feeling really really bad about it. I am afraid of losing my parents. I love them very, very much. And I really don't know what I'll do without them. I'm afraid of them leaving me.
Why are there so many deaths. Why. I'm just not in the mood, really.
so may deaths in this year.
it totallywill affect my mood .
2008/11/29
taggie!!!
emm...wanted to post in chinese, but next time la, coz the pin yin is so mafan, lazy to type the words one by one. lazy lazy. so i've been tabbed by G last week.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmm.. This is a rather tough one. I would so like to cut his balls off and make incisions in it and deep-fry/steam/bake it. Then feed it to the tiger.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ofcoz the same thing, wish all my dreams will come true.wahaha.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Yours.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
to invest something and make it more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.. Nyehehehehe *evil laugh*
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend.
havent tried before, u wanna try? so i'll tell ya my answer.wahaha.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone. =p
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i won't wait, i'll take the first step. (mr.D taught me),haha.ok...I would wait. Really really patiently.. Maybe with a few flings here and there but I will definitely wait. =p
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ok, ofcoz i'll go find another one.
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actor/actress?
well i'm nt so understand the question. maybe actor lo....hard to gt a chance to act wif actor rite?
10. Will you invite your ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Why not? More ang paos for me!!
11. What's your fear?
when i'm pokkai (no$$$)
12. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
One of my best friends. He's loyal, sincere, easy to bully, thinks he is sexy (I share the same opinion so it's okay). And I know for a fact that he is someone who will never, ever leave or betray me. =)
13. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Haha!! In 10 years' time, I'll be 30. I suppose I'll be married to some rich tycoon and be a siu lai and have kids and yum cha and buy designer goods all over the world!! Oh in my private jet too! Hey I can't help having a vivid imagination okay.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or happily married but poor?
Oh no. I'm gonna contradict myself... I rather be happily married but poor... Coz this way I won't be alone!! =p
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Hit the Snooze Button on my mobile phone-->rolling for 5 mins--> sleep again.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
If my partner is worth me giving my all, I would. Wholeheartedly.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hahahaha!!! The more leng chai one. nenene
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive, yes.. After a while. But forget? That's a little difficult to do but it can be done.. =)
19. Would you prefer being in a relationship or being single?
Erm.. I dunno. Haha anything will do.
20. List 5 people to tag
Max
Koala
jen
jas
beng
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmm.. This is a rather tough one. I would so like to cut his balls off and make incisions in it and deep-fry/steam/bake it. Then feed it to the tiger.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ofcoz the same thing, wish all my dreams will come true.wahaha.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Yours.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
to invest something and make it more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.. Nyehehehehe *evil laugh*
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend.
havent tried before, u wanna try? so i'll tell ya my answer.wahaha.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone. =p
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i won't wait, i'll take the first step. (mr.D taught me),haha.ok...I would wait. Really really patiently.. Maybe with a few flings here and there but I will definitely wait. =p
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ok, ofcoz i'll go find another one.
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actor/actress?
well i'm nt so understand the question. maybe actor lo....hard to gt a chance to act wif actor rite?
10. Will you invite your ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Why not? More ang paos for me!!
11. What's your fear?
when i'm pokkai (no$$$)
12. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
One of my best friends. He's loyal, sincere, easy to bully, thinks he is sexy (I share the same opinion so it's okay). And I know for a fact that he is someone who will never, ever leave or betray me. =)
13. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Haha!! In 10 years' time, I'll be 30. I suppose I'll be married to some rich tycoon and be a siu lai and have kids and yum cha and buy designer goods all over the world!! Oh in my private jet too! Hey I can't help having a vivid imagination okay.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or happily married but poor?
Oh no. I'm gonna contradict myself... I rather be happily married but poor... Coz this way I won't be alone!! =p
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Hit the Snooze Button on my mobile phone-->rolling for 5 mins--> sleep again.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
If my partner is worth me giving my all, I would. Wholeheartedly.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hahahaha!!! The more leng chai one. nenene
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive, yes.. After a while. But forget? That's a little difficult to do but it can be done.. =)
19. Would you prefer being in a relationship or being single?
Erm.. I dunno. Haha anything will do.
20. List 5 people to tag
Max
Koala
jen
jas
beng
2008/11/23
back to myself
ok....since i'm a chinese, so i'm gonna post my blog in chinese. needa do some practice since it's been a long long time i din write in chinese in any essay (since high school).hehe.
2008/11/11
that's me
8.00 morning class today.
so...as usual, i overslept again.
i dun even know when i off my alarms, 2 alarms somemore!
thanx Kenny G, i love ya!*ishh...*
so...as usual, i overslept again.
i dun even know when i off my alarms, 2 alarms somemore!
thanx Kenny G, i love ya!*ishh...*
2008/10/31
blogging mood
the crazy guy keep calling me , but i din answer him. daytime n midnight, keep disturbing me, i dunno how to do now.
i'm nt in a good mood, now oni i realised i still cnt accept the truth that my granny had passed away, although it's 1++ month. i miss her very very much. i was so emo juz now so i've decided to drive around. i drove passed makhota medical centre n putra specialist which my granny used to stay for a short period, i'm the one who needa visit her everyday coz my parents was busy n i needa bring the maid to jaga her. so most properly i'm the closest grandchild of her. when i drove passed there,i started to cry in the car, nonstop crying , frm kota laksamana, melaka raya bridge, equatorial...i couldn't stop crying,untill i reached home.
she likes to call me to bring her to the place she likes coz i'm all in melaka! others grandchildren r all away frm here. so i'll meet her everyday. i'm nt used to it when i dun see her,even now my tears started to flow down...i really hope i can see her again. i miss her...
i'm nt in a good mood, now oni i realised i still cnt accept the truth that my granny had passed away, although it's 1++ month. i miss her very very much. i was so emo juz now so i've decided to drive around. i drove passed makhota medical centre n putra specialist which my granny used to stay for a short period, i'm the one who needa visit her everyday coz my parents was busy n i needa bring the maid to jaga her. so most properly i'm the closest grandchild of her. when i drove passed there,i started to cry in the car, nonstop crying , frm kota laksamana, melaka raya bridge, equatorial...i couldn't stop crying,untill i reached home.
she likes to call me to bring her to the place she likes coz i'm all in melaka! others grandchildren r all away frm here. so i'll meet her everyday. i'm nt used to it when i dun see her,even now my tears started to flow down...i really hope i can see her again. i miss her...
I'm so tired
19 oct 2008
I am tired of finding excuses for my friends. I have discovered that I am the one with the problem. There is something wrong with me. What else can I believe? They don’t like my company.
Let me explain.I haven’t seen my fren in a very long time and he keeps asking me to see him one day. It’s not that I’ve been extremely busy; there has always been something else to do. So I kept refusing him. Until last week when I said I would meet him. We settled to meet one day and he was supposed to call me and tell me exactly where. At about 3 PM that day I sent him a message asking for directions but he didn’t answer, so I didn’t call him. So we didn’t meet. I thought it would be normal for him to call me, since that was what we had decided. He didn’t call me to explain why he didn’t give me any sign and I am really upset about that. And I am not going to call him because he is the one who kept insisting on seeing me. Maybe I am wrong. I think that he just forgot. Forgot about me! I am getting used to that. After that he called me again, but i rejected him.
A friend of mine and I decided to go to an art gallery on Saturday. She was supposed to call in the morning meet me. At 12AM I got a message telling me that she was at a party at a beach resort. Ok. I was really glad for her since she had been depressed lately. But what about me?!? What about the things she was supposed to do on Saturday morning before going to the art gallery with me?!? You know, I am kinda tired of people always finding something better to do than spending time with me. I am starting to believe that I am good only when there is nobody better around, nothing better to do………… it is a really bad feeling but they don’t seem to understand it. Ok, it was a party in a nice place, I got that, good company, music, dancing, but why do I always get left behind?!? Am I only good when they need something, when there isn’t anything better to do? I am staring to believe that. I am staring to believe that there isn’t much about me anyway. Actually I think I should care about me more, as much as they care about themselves, and maybe then I would be happier…..or maybe I am – again - finding excuses for them. Or maybe they should treat me like I – at least – try to treat them. Isn’t it strange that every time they find something better to do they decide to postpone me? Or maybe there is something wrong with me. Unfortunately I don’t know what, because I was finally starting to get used to and like what I’ve become, with my good and horrific sides.Maybe I’ve learned to stop the pain.??So…..I am asking now….is there something wrong with me? Yup, there is something wrong with me. I don’t expect or demand or even want to be the center of their universe, but I wish they wouldn’t hurt me. I let them hurt me, I know.My friend, please, don’t be angry with what I said about you, don’t be angry with me, I just needed to let it all out. I will and I try to change my attitude. When I don’t want to do something I say I don’t want to. I know that plans change, but I am a fan of sticking to plans that we make. When I say something and plan to do something I try and like to stick to that plan. I am so stupid right now for saying this.
I used to tell my other friend that i don't know how to say 'NO'. When people asked for my help, i say 'YES' even i dunwan to. too many times...i have a fren, he never attend to the class for the whole sem and i'm the one who needa help him to sign the attendence. Evryday he'll send me a message like 'hey sign for me pls, i overslept', 'hey can u sign for me,i havent slept for the whole nite', 'hey can u sign for me, i'm nt felling well', 'hey can u sign for me , i got no transport to go to campus..",blagh blagh blagh....he has so much excuses jz to not attend the class, i used to it so one day, i reply him 'nonid to msg me d,i'll sign for u for all the classes,dun worry...haha"
when i sent the message,i still can put a smiley there which i reluctant to put. i really dunno how to reject him. when come to the assignment, he started to call me for hundred time a day for the solution. i told him i havent finished then he asked me to call him when i done. i was wondering y dun he try to do himself first. so i turn off my phone. when i done,he said he wan a copy frm my answer. But the problem was how to pass to him my answer. so he ask me to make a copy n bring to him. i was like WTF!!!!!! he is the one who asked for my help and i needa do all this things too. i'm staying in b.baru n he stay in b.beruang , needa drive to his house n pass it to him. it's nt the first time. when exams coming,he'll ask me for all the tutorials answer coz he never attend to the class, so the same thing, i'll make extra copy or him,including all thick thick notes. i spend my time n money to do all the copies but he din pay me back. I dunno how to ask money frm him i n dunno how to say NO!
i felt like i'm so useless! even i spent my time go to his house to study together coz he said he dun understand the notes. ended up i'm the one who teachs him for whole day n i got no chance to study. I dunno y lah...it's like i'm the one who owe him. I HATE THIS KINDA FEELING!
I am tired of finding excuses for my friends. I have discovered that I am the one with the problem. There is something wrong with me. What else can I believe? They don’t like my company.
Let me explain.I haven’t seen my fren in a very long time and he keeps asking me to see him one day. It’s not that I’ve been extremely busy; there has always been something else to do. So I kept refusing him. Until last week when I said I would meet him. We settled to meet one day and he was supposed to call me and tell me exactly where. At about 3 PM that day I sent him a message asking for directions but he didn’t answer, so I didn’t call him. So we didn’t meet. I thought it would be normal for him to call me, since that was what we had decided. He didn’t call me to explain why he didn’t give me any sign and I am really upset about that. And I am not going to call him because he is the one who kept insisting on seeing me. Maybe I am wrong. I think that he just forgot. Forgot about me! I am getting used to that. After that he called me again, but i rejected him.
A friend of mine and I decided to go to an art gallery on Saturday. She was supposed to call in the morning meet me. At 12AM I got a message telling me that she was at a party at a beach resort. Ok. I was really glad for her since she had been depressed lately. But what about me?!? What about the things she was supposed to do on Saturday morning before going to the art gallery with me?!? You know, I am kinda tired of people always finding something better to do than spending time with me. I am starting to believe that I am good only when there is nobody better around, nothing better to do………… it is a really bad feeling but they don’t seem to understand it. Ok, it was a party in a nice place, I got that, good company, music, dancing, but why do I always get left behind?!? Am I only good when they need something, when there isn’t anything better to do? I am staring to believe that. I am staring to believe that there isn’t much about me anyway. Actually I think I should care about me more, as much as they care about themselves, and maybe then I would be happier…..or maybe I am – again - finding excuses for them. Or maybe they should treat me like I – at least – try to treat them. Isn’t it strange that every time they find something better to do they decide to postpone me? Or maybe there is something wrong with me. Unfortunately I don’t know what, because I was finally starting to get used to and like what I’ve become, with my good and horrific sides.Maybe I’ve learned to stop the pain.??So…..I am asking now….is there something wrong with me? Yup, there is something wrong with me. I don’t expect or demand or even want to be the center of their universe, but I wish they wouldn’t hurt me. I let them hurt me, I know.My friend, please, don’t be angry with what I said about you, don’t be angry with me, I just needed to let it all out. I will and I try to change my attitude. When I don’t want to do something I say I don’t want to. I know that plans change, but I am a fan of sticking to plans that we make. When I say something and plan to do something I try and like to stick to that plan. I am so stupid right now for saying this.
I used to tell my other friend that i don't know how to say 'NO'. When people asked for my help, i say 'YES' even i dunwan to. too many times...i have a fren, he never attend to the class for the whole sem and i'm the one who needa help him to sign the attendence. Evryday he'll send me a message like 'hey sign for me pls, i overslept', 'hey can u sign for me,i havent slept for the whole nite', 'hey can u sign for me, i'm nt felling well', 'hey can u sign for me , i got no transport to go to campus..",blagh blagh blagh....he has so much excuses jz to not attend the class, i used to it so one day, i reply him 'nonid to msg me d,i'll sign for u for all the classes,dun worry...haha"
when i sent the message,i still can put a smiley there which i reluctant to put. i really dunno how to reject him. when come to the assignment, he started to call me for hundred time a day for the solution. i told him i havent finished then he asked me to call him when i done. i was wondering y dun he try to do himself first. so i turn off my phone. when i done,he said he wan a copy frm my answer. But the problem was how to pass to him my answer. so he ask me to make a copy n bring to him. i was like WTF!!!!!! he is the one who asked for my help and i needa do all this things too. i'm staying in b.baru n he stay in b.beruang , needa drive to his house n pass it to him. it's nt the first time. when exams coming,he'll ask me for all the tutorials answer coz he never attend to the class, so the same thing, i'll make extra copy or him,including all thick thick notes. i spend my time n money to do all the copies but he din pay me back. I dunno how to ask money frm him i n dunno how to say NO!
i felt like i'm so useless! even i spent my time go to his house to study together coz he said he dun understand the notes. ended up i'm the one who teachs him for whole day n i got no chance to study. I dunno y lah...it's like i'm the one who owe him. I HATE THIS KINDA FEELING!
hei hi yo hello
I have just realized that I haven't written too much about the good things in my life. oh yea this is the reason i have my blog. People around me always have the same thought --sinling is a happy go lucky gal, she is carefree, happening, nothing can beats her, easy going, she is a laughing machine. well it's true when i'm with my frens, i felt lucky coz i have big bunch of frens, so i always tend to be the happiest one. But...how many of them observed the other side of me? so the blog will tells the story, if they read this, the might change their mind d...wahaha.
it's rainning now, thank god coz it's been SO HOT lately. i've been rolling on my bed for 2 hours which i dun feel like i wanna wake up. hehe. holidays ma...
have nt been blogging for some times, so i decided to post more blogs today since i'm so motivated today. sometimes i'm so lazy to blog, so i wrote it down in my diary book (i know it's very outdated)nenene.
it's rainning now, thank god coz it's been SO HOT lately. i've been rolling on my bed for 2 hours which i dun feel like i wanna wake up. hehe. holidays ma...
have nt been blogging for some times, so i decided to post more blogs today since i'm so motivated today. sometimes i'm so lazy to blog, so i wrote it down in my diary book (i know it's very outdated)nenene.
2008/10/29
i shudn't reply the weirdo.
i received a sms today, which is actually i'm nt the one the fellow wanna talk to. tats our conversation.
guy : hi,do u knoe me?
me : dunno
guy : i'm the one who stay usj.
i stopped repying him coz i knew he got the wrong number ma.
den he called me for 3 times, but i din answer, after tat he msg me again.
guy : y u dun wanna reply me? ok i'll me u in starbucks KLCC1 at 3pm.
me :u've gotten the wrong person ok? i dunno wat u talking about, pls check ur fren's num properly.
guy : i know u r clayston.
me :(i was thinking wtf clayston is) no i'm nt clayston! can u juz stop calling me n msging me,it's very annoying.
guy : but u r clayston.
me : ok one more time, i'm nt the one u wanna find n tis is nt KL!!!!u dunno how to read izit?
guy : if u r nt clayston then who r u?
hey come on la, where gt ppl so stupid go introduce themselve to a stranger, n i rilly dunno wat's his purpose to ask tis, so i reply...
me : it's nt necessary for me to tell u who i m, i dunno who is clayston. can u juz go n check the number again. i felt like i'm an idiot when i talking to u, u juz can get wat i mean. if u nt sure the number then how can u juz simply sms the person n ask 'do u know me?' it's ridiculous ok? wat i can tell u is u GOT THE WRONG NUMBER! (very very pissed)
guy : ok ok ...let's be fren ok. i'm patrick...if u r good person can u tell me about u?
me : omg izit the way u wanna find someone to talk to? i'm nt the rite person ok, can u juz pls go find someone else,i gt no time to play wif tis kinda stuff.n pls stop disturbing me.
guy : i noe u thru my fren, can we juz b fren?
i off my phone n stopped replying him, n he kept calling n messaging me. so i got no idea wat to do. dun bother him , gila guy!!!!!
guy : hi,do u knoe me?
me : dunno
guy : i'm the one who stay usj.
i stopped repying him coz i knew he got the wrong number ma.
den he called me for 3 times, but i din answer, after tat he msg me again.
guy : y u dun wanna reply me? ok i'll me u in starbucks KLCC1 at 3pm.
me :u've gotten the wrong person ok? i dunno wat u talking about, pls check ur fren's num properly.
guy : i know u r clayston.
me :(i was thinking wtf clayston is) no i'm nt clayston! can u juz stop calling me n msging me,it's very annoying.
guy : but u r clayston.
me : ok one more time, i'm nt the one u wanna find n tis is nt KL!!!!u dunno how to read izit?
guy : if u r nt clayston then who r u?
hey come on la, where gt ppl so stupid go introduce themselve to a stranger, n i rilly dunno wat's his purpose to ask tis, so i reply...
me : it's nt necessary for me to tell u who i m, i dunno who is clayston. can u juz go n check the number again. i felt like i'm an idiot when i talking to u, u juz can get wat i mean. if u nt sure the number then how can u juz simply sms the person n ask 'do u know me?' it's ridiculous ok? wat i can tell u is u GOT THE WRONG NUMBER! (very very pissed)
guy : ok ok ...let's be fren ok. i'm patrick...if u r good person can u tell me about u?
me : omg izit the way u wanna find someone to talk to? i'm nt the rite person ok, can u juz pls go find someone else,i gt no time to play wif tis kinda stuff.n pls stop disturbing me.
guy : i noe u thru my fren, can we juz b fren?
i off my phone n stopped replying him, n he kept calling n messaging me. so i got no idea wat to do. dun bother him , gila guy!!!!!
2008/10/04
someone i can talk to...(EMO POST)
i wasn't in a good mood for these few weeks(months).
too many things happened in one shot which i dunno how to handle it.
i'm upset.
wanted to find someone to talk to...but it seemed everyone was busying wif their stuff. i need someone who can be trusted.
i tried to talk to one of my best fren, too bad she's owaz not the right person i can talk to, for her.....guy owaz more important than anyone. she was busying wif her new coming bf. i talked to her but she looked not so care about me n she DIN'T listen to my problem, she kept smsing wif the guy, so i choose to shut my mouth.
i know there's someone i can talk to,but i hardly can contact wif him now, he's so far away frm here. i wanna talk to u!!!! i miss those time we chat frm day time until midnight, no secrets btw us. somehow, something happened in btw us....which i wanna apologize.i'm sorry abt it.
i hope he's doing great now.
next week will be my final exam too...emo...emo...emo...
too many things happened in one shot which i dunno how to handle it.
i'm upset.
wanted to find someone to talk to...but it seemed everyone was busying wif their stuff. i need someone who can be trusted.
i tried to talk to one of my best fren, too bad she's owaz not the right person i can talk to, for her.....guy owaz more important than anyone. she was busying wif her new coming bf. i talked to her but she looked not so care about me n she DIN'T listen to my problem, she kept smsing wif the guy, so i choose to shut my mouth.
i know there's someone i can talk to,but i hardly can contact wif him now, he's so far away frm here. i wanna talk to u!!!! i miss those time we chat frm day time until midnight, no secrets btw us. somehow, something happened in btw us....which i wanna apologize.i'm sorry abt it.
i hope he's doing great now.
next week will be my final exam too...emo...emo...emo...
2008/09/19
2008/09/04
random post
my cousin came to my house and he says : u look so stupid when u talk to the maid.
hey i know my bahasa malaysia is bad, but hor...i got A1 is my SPM leh, dun play play....i cannot speak very well only ma since i never had any malay frens which i can talk to, u cnt blame me.
in the shop also, i only tell them the price , satu, dua, tiga.....ok time to go to campus to have my sleeping class,ciao.
hey i know my bahasa malaysia is bad, but hor...i got A1 is my SPM leh, dun play play....i cannot speak very well only ma since i never had any malay frens which i can talk to, u cnt blame me.
in the shop also, i only tell them the price , satu, dua, tiga.....ok time to go to campus to have my sleeping class,ciao.
2008/08/24
the concert
i went for the 8tv summer concert wif kenari, lynn, and their frens yesterday.
the concert was very cool and great! we were abit crazy when we saw the taiwanese singers came out .
so today i sore throat .my muscles are very pain.
anyway, we had a very good fengsui place, so we could see clearly at the stage.
bcoz of the concert,i'm goin to suffer today....sunday!LOADS OF WORK are waiting for me sial....
u know y?actually i can finish some of the works before goin to the concert, but hor.....saya TERLALU EXCITED d, so cnt concertrate in doin anything ma. yesterday i saw many sardines and burgers in the concert, luckily i'm not the one.hoho.
so for those who hesistated alot whether to go or not ot go to the concert(sendiri tau la....),i BET U R REGRET now! luckily i'd make a right decision in the last minute....nenene.
ok ok....doin my work now,ciaoz!
2008/08/23
back
the last post was 12 days ago, so now i'm back again.
the same excuses---i'm so lazy and busy.
juz finished my test,....no not yet finished, 1 more to go for next week.
i'm physically and mentally exhausted. ma test like SHIT. so i gonna aim for my final exam.
SIN LING really need some motivation to study since she lost ALL her interest in engineering.
weird feeling is still here.
i still love soliditary.
i rilly hope that someone could understand ma feelings. but i owaz keep it in my heart .
now only i noticed i make quite alot of frens in ma uni. new frens are GREAT. i dunno their name yet but we are so close now. i call them by giving them some unique nickname.XD
most of them are guys....and 2 gals.wtf...i had my tutorial class juz now, so surprising that i'm the oni gal in the class and 34 guys. i felt like i'm an alien. luckily i know some of them. hey if like that hor, i think someday i'll lost interest in guys one leh coz they are too common for me d. bcoz of this, the lecturer likes to call me to answer his question...phew...i managed to escape. hehe.
y am i talking about this? i feel like i dun wanna type anything now. EMO again.
celebrated lynn's birthdae juz now. we all gila gila one. Oww.....forgot to take pictures! lynn la, 20th already but still cry juz because we teased her about her cheap mobile phone. wait,i din tease, canary did!
i'm half awake now. so i'll continue to post something when i'm FREE!*slow slow wait*
the same excuses---i'm so lazy and busy.
juz finished my test,....no not yet finished, 1 more to go for next week.
i'm physically and mentally exhausted. ma test like SHIT. so i gonna aim for my final exam.
SIN LING really need some motivation to study since she lost ALL her interest in engineering.
weird feeling is still here.
i still love soliditary.
i rilly hope that someone could understand ma feelings. but i owaz keep it in my heart .
now only i noticed i make quite alot of frens in ma uni. new frens are GREAT. i dunno their name yet but we are so close now. i call them by giving them some unique nickname.XD
most of them are guys....and 2 gals.wtf...i had my tutorial class juz now, so surprising that i'm the oni gal in the class and 34 guys. i felt like i'm an alien. luckily i know some of them. hey if like that hor, i think someday i'll lost interest in guys one leh coz they are too common for me d. bcoz of this, the lecturer likes to call me to answer his question...phew...i managed to escape. hehe.
y am i talking about this? i feel like i dun wanna type anything now. EMO again.
celebrated lynn's birthdae juz now. we all gila gila one. Oww.....forgot to take pictures! lynn la, 20th already but still cry juz because we teased her about her cheap mobile phone. wait,i din tease, canary did!
i'm half awake now. so i'll continue to post something when i'm FREE!*slow slow wait*
2008/08/10
i'm goin to die soon...
die die die!
going to die for next week tests coz basically i'm not prepared yet. busy doing my stuff until no time to study.even when i hav the motivation to study, there is always something stop me from approaching my books n notes -DRAMA! die la die la like tat.
yesterday was a freaky day for me coz i met wee kiat.wahaha. he's not my enemy actually, it juz tat everytime when we met each other, it never fail, we will start arguing and tease each other. i never tought i would met him actually, it's been 1 or 2 years since he shifted to mmu cyberjaya. one sentence -I'M SO SOI,SO UNLUCKY. i was kinda shocked when he was standing juz in front me! not more than 15cm! ma 1st reaction-' WA!(very very high pitch)!
Kenari has the same feeling as me, my partner!
ma ahma was admitted to hospital last nite ,haiz...
and hor, the guy alwayz walk with me hor....he's my brother not my bf ok! so ppl, dun ask me the same question again! i know we don't look the same. i'm gettign fed up answering the same question. MY BROTHER! do i look tat young ?wahaha.
ini pun, my adik! adik ok! currently studying in KL about automative n mechatronic(oops,i dunno how to spell).
2008/08/08
no title....
oh yeah! i'm redoing my assignment again! coz when i was doing my work juz now, suddenly no elctricity, staring at the screen and still wondering how cum it stopped working. so unfortunately i havent save my work yet!!!!
my dog so coward, he was so panic and trying to find a place to hide, whenever i go, he followed. like the Digi advertisement 'i'll follow u...', so finally he hide himself under the table. useless dog!
it's very surprising tat derek msg me again! we've been stop talking to each other since...last 2 or 3 month i think.(it's my problem)long story.....i hesitated whether i shud reply him or juz ignore it. so i replied him den i tidur! not much credit left in my phone, 90cent !gonna keep for 2mr . prepaid is so lousy! i prefer postpaid, like last time! but if i use postpaid, my dad gonna puke blood(tats the reason i changed to prepaid).hehe. orite i know i' abit lame here,tonnes of work are still waiting for me to do. i shall stop here. at least i post something here. wahaha.
to derek: i'm sorry if i din't response to the way u wan. my fault.(talking to myself since nobody read my blog)
my dog so coward, he was so panic and trying to find a place to hide, whenever i go, he followed. like the Digi advertisement 'i'll follow u...', so finally he hide himself under the table. useless dog!
it's very surprising tat derek msg me again! we've been stop talking to each other since...last 2 or 3 month i think.(it's my problem)long story.....i hesitated whether i shud reply him or juz ignore it. so i replied him den i tidur! not much credit left in my phone, 90cent !gonna keep for 2mr . prepaid is so lousy! i prefer postpaid, like last time! but if i use postpaid, my dad gonna puke blood(tats the reason i changed to prepaid).hehe. orite i know i' abit lame here,tonnes of work are still waiting for me to do. i shall stop here. at least i post something here. wahaha.
to derek: i'm sorry if i din't response to the way u wan. my fault.(talking to myself since nobody read my blog)
2008/08/07
doing.....wat?
i'm staring at the computer.
my notes are juz infront of me.
i'm holding my pen.
i'm listening to the songs.
i dunno wat shud i do now.
my notes are juz infront of me.
i'm holding my pen.
i'm listening to the songs.
i dunno wat shud i do now.
2008/08/05
I'm abnormal
Ohya forgot to say that something went wrong with my heart, my heartbeat.i dunno what's the reason my heartbeats are not the same with other people. this is the graph of my heartbeat rate when we were doing this experiment. Even the conductor asked me to go for a doctor. sigh la.... i remembered his first reaction was something like ...'oww...whose heartbeat is this?' my groupmate pointed their fingers towards me. so i was like...'wtf! is this my heartbeats?' i tried for so many times but the result still the same. so i gave up, everyone laugh at me, the loudest one-KFC. He said he'll pay for the bil if i go for doctor. because of this, I BECAME FAMOUS IN THE CLASS with the term-ABNORMAL GIRL.
Assignment...
now i have my 1 week holiday!
i have my exams next week!
i have my assignments to do now!
i'm breathless.......
i have my exams next week!
i have my assignments to do now!
i'm breathless.......
2008/08/04
emo day...
Have you ever been completey, purely, entirely happy? So happy that you felt happiness bursting out of you...happiness surrounding everyone...touching and contaminating everyone.......Have you ever been TOTALLY HAPPY?????Because I don't remember that, I don't remember being that happy.....maybe I not made for that......
Walking aroud the house and i saw this grasshopper on the gate. when i see this , it reminded me about my childhood time, i used to catch alot small grasshopper with my frens in kindergarden, we skipped our class juz to catch the grasshopper in the garden. but of coz our teacher caught us back la. i miss the happiness when i was in kindergarden.
2008/07/20
sunday
hola! so lazy to blog. wanted to post something here but was too busy with my uni stuff. and so many things happened!!! so how about tomorrow? i'm looking forward it.hehe.
2008/06/15
blagh...blagh...
i like the weather today, going to rain within this 2 hours i think.
went parkson juz now and met william. oh god he's still the same,talkative !!!! he saw me first n shouted my name.'sinling,is tat u?!!!" hey is very embarrased if someone call ur name in the public very loudly k...
so my first conversation was..."woah u got spiky hair d!"lol.
we talked for about 20mins,and i noticed that...it is so easy to cheat him! it's totally different if compared wif when we were in high school. to me,he's a smart and kepo guy(tats y he was our monitor),talk alot and like to bully me.
ok i cheated him so much in this 20 mins conversation, i wondered how come he believed in me.
here's our conversation :
W : woah so long time din see u d.
M : yalor i very busy ma. i bcum prettier izit?wahaha.
W : walao still the same la,ur hair is longer only,n u r so confident now.
M : y last time i got no confident meh? i prettier ma,so i got confident lo.
W : Ohya ur face is thicker now oso.
M : hmm...i admit it coz i eat alot,everyone say so too.
W : so where n wat r u studying now?
M : no i din study d lo,working!
W : har rilly????y dunwan study?where u work?
M: coz i dun like study ma,i work at....hmm melaka oso lo.(i spent a few minutes to think about the place but he din suspect me)
W : work as?
M : CEO! dun u see i so free can come shopping and buy so many things meh?
W :woah so young CEO d! hey u very geng leh, actually wat's CEO?i noe it's a very high post la.
M :(damn actually i dunno wat's CEO oso), since both of us dunno,so i simply tell him about my work lo.(he believed)
W : WOAH U R LUCKY MAN! so how'a ur salary? rm 10000?when u start working one?
M : nolah is about rm5000.i still young leh , so they wont pay so high one la...started my work after form 5 lo,2 years d.
W : in ur father's company?
M : nolah my uncle's friend.
W: blagh...
well juz wanted to say he's so naive! omg never thought i can tell lies one! he's a very smart guy but i dun understand how come he believed all wat i've said. amazing!
today mood : ok ok,not tat well.
went parkson juz now and met william. oh god he's still the same,talkative !!!! he saw me first n shouted my name.'sinling,is tat u?!!!" hey is very embarrased if someone call ur name in the public very loudly k...
so my first conversation was..."woah u got spiky hair d!"lol.
we talked for about 20mins,and i noticed that...it is so easy to cheat him! it's totally different if compared wif when we were in high school. to me,he's a smart and kepo guy(tats y he was our monitor),talk alot and like to bully me.
ok i cheated him so much in this 20 mins conversation, i wondered how come he believed in me.
here's our conversation :
W : woah so long time din see u d.
M : yalor i very busy ma. i bcum prettier izit?wahaha.
W : walao still the same la,ur hair is longer only,n u r so confident now.
M : y last time i got no confident meh? i prettier ma,so i got confident lo.
W : Ohya ur face is thicker now oso.
M : hmm...i admit it coz i eat alot,everyone say so too.
W : so where n wat r u studying now?
M : no i din study d lo,working!
W : har rilly????y dunwan study?where u work?
M: coz i dun like study ma,i work at....hmm melaka oso lo.(i spent a few minutes to think about the place but he din suspect me)
W : work as?
M : CEO! dun u see i so free can come shopping and buy so many things meh?
W :woah so young CEO d! hey u very geng leh, actually wat's CEO?i noe it's a very high post la.
M :(damn actually i dunno wat's CEO oso), since both of us dunno,so i simply tell him about my work lo.(he believed)
W : WOAH U R LUCKY MAN! so how'a ur salary? rm 10000?when u start working one?
M : nolah is about rm5000.i still young leh , so they wont pay so high one la...started my work after form 5 lo,2 years d.
W : in ur father's company?
M : nolah my uncle's friend.
W: blagh...
well juz wanted to say he's so naive! omg never thought i can tell lies one! he's a very smart guy but i dun understand how come he believed all wat i've said. amazing!
today mood : ok ok,not tat well.
2008/06/11
Big blue sky
it's been a while since the last post. Procrastination is rilly killing me man!
3 weeks holidays gonna end soon. time to say bye bye to all the plans tat has been planned before my holiday .(not even accomplished it)
The weather it too hot lately! it is almost unbearable! good thing it's cooled down today, last week it seemed like we were living in an oven!
Blogging in my granny 's house n jaga-ing her. kinda boring actually...nothing to do. she's watching some TVB drama ...n i dunno where's the maid gone. luckily my cousin brother is here, so i can find someone to fight with.
This cousin, is GREAT! juz came back frm US . According to him,the purpose he comes back was to visit granny, but i dun believe it! wahaha! i think he wanna run away frm his parents only, and find someone to kacau(yea i'm the victim!XC).
Anyway,we will be going to KL to meet my little brother this weekend. Since i got no money now, i'm gonna do some baby face in front my parents again so i can gt some allowance la...lalala...
Our target----->PAVILLION! since i've missed it for so many times d....dad's fault!
Well i hope everone is happy and healthy, my granny, my friends, my familys since there are so many unlucky things happened lately.*sincere smile* Live everyday like ur last, and cherish them around u! Time passes so fast! Ohya i'll be performing at a festival celebrating father's day tis week too!hope i dun siasuikan myself.
until next time,bye!
3 weeks holidays gonna end soon. time to say bye bye to all the plans tat has been planned before my holiday .(not even accomplished it)
The weather it too hot lately! it is almost unbearable! good thing it's cooled down today, last week it seemed like we were living in an oven!
Blogging in my granny 's house n jaga-ing her. kinda boring actually...nothing to do. she's watching some TVB drama ...n i dunno where's the maid gone. luckily my cousin brother is here, so i can find someone to fight with.
This cousin, is GREAT! juz came back frm US . According to him,the purpose he comes back was to visit granny, but i dun believe it! wahaha! i think he wanna run away frm his parents only, and find someone to kacau(yea i'm the victim!XC).
Anyway,we will be going to KL to meet my little brother this weekend. Since i got no money now, i'm gonna do some baby face in front my parents again so i can gt some allowance la...lalala...
Our target----->PAVILLION! since i've missed it for so many times d....dad's fault!
Well i hope everone is happy and healthy, my granny, my friends, my familys since there are so many unlucky things happened lately.*sincere smile* Live everyday like ur last, and cherish them around u! Time passes so fast! Ohya i'll be performing at a festival celebrating father's day tis week too!hope i dun siasuikan myself.
until next time,bye!
2008/04/30
MOODY
yesterday was a very moody day for me.but nobody noe abt it as i very good in acting.lol. was deeply depressed and cried too.^^so i drove to the beach again,woah the view was very nice and the water was very clean,so my mood bcame better oso.i was so emo bcoz of my sickness oso, so i tried to not to talk wif my frens, jz give them a smile. one more assignment to go. couldn't sleep for the whole nite too. derek sms-ed me, i tot maybe my mood will bcum better after i talked to him, but i dun even have the mood to type any words.sigh la.i tried to make some joke wif him only. kept teeling myself...tough,be tough!
2008/04/21
PISSED!
I had my lab section for my ETM today n i rilly pissed wif the lecturer. so like usual, we havta do 2 experiments. For today experiment, i needa do for MATLAB and SIMULINK. As everyone know, i dun rilly know how to use a computer=P.WAIT.... the computer in the lab is not like the computer we use at home. It's more complicated coz it connected with another machine .
Like usual oso, John will try to help me to function the computer. but.....too bad the experiment needed extra time n extra works, so i cnt wait for john to help me, so i decided to do it by myself, cnt rely ppl too much oso. I spent so much time to connect all the stuff n when i was going to start the experiment, my lecturer told me tat my power supply, spectrum analyzer, dual trace oscilloscope all cnt working- means oredi broke down! tat moment i was like wanna scold the lecturer for not telling me frm the beggining, i spent 45 mins to set up all the things!
After tat , i redo again...walao the experiment was damn hard, coz it was the first time i doing all this and i not familiar wif the signals...From the AM and FM signals,we needa calculate the modulated signals. When i was goin to give up,one of my senior came to me and teach me! yay u see i prefer to same class wif all the seniors actually,coz normally they will help u.
So after when u done ur work,the lecturer will come to u n evaluate u by asking u some stupid questions frm the experiment tat u've done. U know, was the last person who finished the experiment, tanx for mr liew-my lecturer*angry*
After tat, he evaluated me.
mr liew : hmm...u try to explain to me how signal transfered from the input?
me : blagh blagh....
mr liew : there's an error occured in this phase,wat do u think of it?how it's happened?
me : blagh blagh....
mr liew : so wat happened with the discrete time scatter plot scope when i increase the waveband?
me :blagh....*very pissed*( too many question to answer)
mr liew : try to draw the signal if...blagh blagh...
me : huh? y needa draw it as it oredi shown in the oscilloscope.
mr liew : nvm den. so wat will happened when the signal is constant but u increase the eb/no?
me : it'll decrease.
mr liew : r u sure? i ask u again, the signal is constant and the eb/no increse wor...
me :(he's such an influential) so i started to hesistate for my answer....and say...it'll increase.
mr liew : increase? y increase since the signal is constant? try to think abt it*strict*
me : *nervous and try to explain it again*when the signal is blagh.....so it'll decrease.
mr liew : y u keep changing ur answer?
me :coz u looked like not satisfied wif my answer ma....*depressed*...or for some particular reason, it'll increase! oh yea tats my final answer,which means -no answer.lol.
mr liew : *laugh*so when u choose a bf, u needa hesitate oso lah?u got bf oredi?
me :huh? *angry*y shud i hesitate when choosing a guy?they r the one who need hesistate ma...*i wanna smash the table*
mr liew : ok ok....actually the answer is it'll decrease.
me : wtf if my answer is correct and u asked me the same question again?*frm my heart la*
Orite i rilly pissed with him, he wasted my time. Actually he only needa ask one question for each student. so try to count how many questions he asked me.
(coz
Like usual oso, John will try to help me to function the computer. but.....too bad the experiment needed extra time n extra works, so i cnt wait for john to help me, so i decided to do it by myself, cnt rely ppl too much oso. I spent so much time to connect all the stuff n when i was going to start the experiment, my lecturer told me tat my power supply, spectrum analyzer, dual trace oscilloscope all cnt working- means oredi broke down! tat moment i was like wanna scold the lecturer for not telling me frm the beggining, i spent 45 mins to set up all the things!
After tat , i redo again...walao the experiment was damn hard, coz it was the first time i doing all this and i not familiar wif the signals...From the AM and FM signals,we needa calculate the modulated signals. When i was goin to give up,one of my senior came to me and teach me! yay u see i prefer to same class wif all the seniors actually,coz normally they will help u.
So after when u done ur work,the lecturer will come to u n evaluate u by asking u some stupid questions frm the experiment tat u've done. U know, was the last person who finished the experiment, tanx for mr liew-my lecturer*angry*
After tat, he evaluated me.
mr liew : hmm...u try to explain to me how signal transfered from the input?
me : blagh blagh....
mr liew : there's an error occured in this phase,wat do u think of it?how it's happened?
me : blagh blagh....
mr liew : so wat happened with the discrete time scatter plot scope when i increase the waveband?
me :blagh....*very pissed*( too many question to answer)
mr liew : try to draw the signal if...blagh blagh...
me : huh? y needa draw it as it oredi shown in the oscilloscope.
mr liew : nvm den. so wat will happened when the signal is constant but u increase the eb/no?
me : it'll decrease.
mr liew : r u sure? i ask u again, the signal is constant and the eb/no increse wor...
me :(he's such an influential) so i started to hesistate for my answer....and say...it'll increase.
mr liew : increase? y increase since the signal is constant? try to think abt it*strict*
me : *nervous and try to explain it again*when the signal is blagh.....so it'll decrease.
mr liew : y u keep changing ur answer?
me :coz u looked like not satisfied wif my answer ma....*depressed*...or for some particular reason, it'll increase! oh yea tats my final answer,which means -no answer.lol.
mr liew : *laugh*so when u choose a bf, u needa hesitate oso lah?u got bf oredi?
me :huh? *angry*y shud i hesitate when choosing a guy?they r the one who need hesistate ma...*i wanna smash the table*
mr liew : ok ok....actually the answer is it'll decrease.
me : wtf if my answer is correct and u asked me the same question again?*frm my heart la*
Orite i rilly pissed with him, he wasted my time. Actually he only needa ask one question for each student. so try to count how many questions he asked me.
(coz
Most stupic question people usually ask in obvious situation.
1. At the MBO cinema:When you meet your MMU friends…Stupid Question:- Hey, what are you doing here?
Answer :- Don’t u know, I m selling illegal tickets over there..
2. At a funeral:One of the teary-eyed people ask…
Stupid Question:- Why, why him, of all people.
Answer :- Why? Would it rather have been you?
3. At a family get-together:When some distant aunt meets you after yearsStupid Question :- Oh dearrrr…. you’ve become so big.
Answer :- Well you haven’t particularly shrunk yourself.
4. At a restaurant:When you ask the waiterStupid Question :- Is the “Butter Paneer Masala” good??
Answer :- No, its terrible and made of adulterated cement. We occasionally also spit in it.
5. When a friend announces her wedding, and you ask…Stupid Question:- Is the guy you’re marrying good?
Answer :- No,he’s a miserable wife-beating ,isensitive lout…it’s just the money.
6. When you get woken up at midnight by a phone call…Stupid Question:- Sorry. were you sleeping?
Answer :- No. I was doing research on whether the Zulu tribes in Africa marry or not. You thought I was sleeping…. you dumb witted moron.
7. In the bus:A Big Fat heavy lady wearing pointed high-heeled shoes steps on your feet…Stupid Question:- Sorry, did that hurt?
Answer :- No, not at all, I’m on local anesthesia…..why don’t you try again.
8. When you see a friend/colleague with evidently shorter hair…Stupid Question :- Hey have you had a haircut?
Answer :- No, its autumn and I’m shedding……
9. At the dentist when he’s sticking pointed objects in your mouth…Stupid Question :- Tell me if it hurts?
Answer :- No it wont. It will just bleed.
10. You are smoking a cigarette and your lecturer suddenly appear and asks…Stupid Question :- Oh, so you smoke.
Answer :- Gosh, it’s a miracle ….…it was a piece of chalk and now it’s in flames!!!
Answer :- Don’t u know, I m selling illegal tickets over there..
2. At a funeral:One of the teary-eyed people ask…
Stupid Question:- Why, why him, of all people.
Answer :- Why? Would it rather have been you?
3. At a family get-together:When some distant aunt meets you after yearsStupid Question :- Oh dearrrr…. you’ve become so big.
Answer :- Well you haven’t particularly shrunk yourself.
4. At a restaurant:When you ask the waiterStupid Question :- Is the “Butter Paneer Masala” good??
Answer :- No, its terrible and made of adulterated cement. We occasionally also spit in it.
5. When a friend announces her wedding, and you ask…Stupid Question:- Is the guy you’re marrying good?
Answer :- No,he’s a miserable wife-beating ,isensitive lout…it’s just the money.
6. When you get woken up at midnight by a phone call…Stupid Question:- Sorry. were you sleeping?
Answer :- No. I was doing research on whether the Zulu tribes in Africa marry or not. You thought I was sleeping…. you dumb witted moron.
7. In the bus:A Big Fat heavy lady wearing pointed high-heeled shoes steps on your feet…Stupid Question:- Sorry, did that hurt?
Answer :- No, not at all, I’m on local anesthesia…..why don’t you try again.
8. When you see a friend/colleague with evidently shorter hair…Stupid Question :- Hey have you had a haircut?
Answer :- No, its autumn and I’m shedding……
9. At the dentist when he’s sticking pointed objects in your mouth…Stupid Question :- Tell me if it hurts?
Answer :- No it wont. It will just bleed.
10. You are smoking a cigarette and your lecturer suddenly appear and asks…Stupid Question :- Oh, so you smoke.
Answer :- Gosh, it’s a miracle ….…it was a piece of chalk and now it’s in flames!!!
2008/03/17
If you think I’m going to talk about the tv series, F.R.I.E.N.D.S, then you are wrong. Actually, in this post, I’ll be talking about my friends.
Just so you know, I really love having friends. While I was in a particular camp, I was surrounded by so many friends and it was really wonderful. The experience taught me a lot about the importance of friendship because when you are there, you only have friends to rely on. At least, I can always turn to them whenever I encounter a problem that I can’t solve.
I always thought that friends are supposed to help each other and be there for one another. To me, whenever there are friends who ask for my help, I will definitely help them as long as it is within my capabilities. But somewhere along the way I stopped being so naive, thinking all friends are true friends, and that all friendships last forever. I realized that sometimes, people are not always who they seem to be. A person whom you once considered your friend might turn out to be someone completely different.
However, I know I still am blessed with some good friends who will always be there for me.
Just so you know, I really love having friends. While I was in a particular camp, I was surrounded by so many friends and it was really wonderful. The experience taught me a lot about the importance of friendship because when you are there, you only have friends to rely on. At least, I can always turn to them whenever I encounter a problem that I can’t solve.
I always thought that friends are supposed to help each other and be there for one another. To me, whenever there are friends who ask for my help, I will definitely help them as long as it is within my capabilities. But somewhere along the way I stopped being so naive, thinking all friends are true friends, and that all friendships last forever. I realized that sometimes, people are not always who they seem to be. A person whom you once considered your friend might turn out to be someone completely different.
However, I know I still am blessed with some good friends who will always be there for me.
10 things u shud neve r say to a guy
1) “That looks cute.”For the most part, men hate cute. We don’t want to hear about it, we don’t want to see it, and we sure as helldon’t want to be it. If we come down stairs after getting dressed and you tell us we look cute, there’s a 100percent chance we’re changing. We’re supposed to be your protector, your rock, and cute does not fit into thatpicture.
2) “We need to talk.”These four words shut off a man’s brain faster than long division. When men hear you say that they immediately gointo flight mode. And anything they can do to get out of this conversation—and better yet, your apartment—they will. There are plenty of other ways to approach a delicate conversation, and getting us in a place where we feelcomfortable is a good start.
3) “It’s just a game.”Actually, it’s not just a game. Sports are a major part of our lives and the outcome has as much to do with our moodas just about anything else. Is it fair? No. Is it right? No. Is it immature? Maybe. But it’s life. Sometimes we just care too much. We understand that it doesn’t make sense, but you should be happy that we’re that passionate about something. Telling us that “it’s just a game” is like us telling you that Oprah’s just a talk show host.
4) “Nothing’s wrong.”Please don’t tell us nothing’s wrong. The look on your face could make the toughest guy on the planet weep like athird-grade girl and your arms are crossed so tight you might explode. We’re not mind readers; tell us what’sgoing on. And don’t make us guess because—believe me—you won’t like whatwe come up with.
5) “I sound like my mom.”The mere fact that you might turn into your mom someday scares the hell out of us. Don’t say it, even in jest—it’s notfunny. We actually believe (and pray) that the saying “every woman ends up looking like their mother” is an oldwives’ tale. If we didn’t, no one would ever get married.
6) “I just want to be friends.”No you don’t. You just want us to stop calling you. This is a lot like pulling off a band-aid. Do it quick—don’tprolong the agony. Most of us take “I just want to be friends” as “There’s still a chance,” so if there isn’t justmake it a clean break and move on. Everyone will be much better because of it.
7) “Size doesn’t matter.”Don’t lie to us. We know it does, and we’re doing our best to make up for it in other ways. It’s best just to notsay anything at all.
8)“What are you wearing?”We’re wearing whatever’s clean or whatever you tell us to. We don’t plan out our wardrobe days in advance, butwe do actually try and look presentable. It may not work a lot of the time, but we do give it a shot. Giving us direction is completely encouraged though, so go ahead and suggest … nicely.
9) “Do you think she’s pretty?”Of course we do, our standards are much lower than yours. But just because we check her out doesn’t mean we think anyless of you.
10) “Which outfit do you like better?”90 percentof the guys out there are not going to tell you which outfit they like better: They’re going to try to pick the oneyou like better.
2) “We need to talk.”These four words shut off a man’s brain faster than long division. When men hear you say that they immediately gointo flight mode. And anything they can do to get out of this conversation—and better yet, your apartment—they will. There are plenty of other ways to approach a delicate conversation, and getting us in a place where we feelcomfortable is a good start.
3) “It’s just a game.”Actually, it’s not just a game. Sports are a major part of our lives and the outcome has as much to do with our moodas just about anything else. Is it fair? No. Is it right? No. Is it immature? Maybe. But it’s life. Sometimes we just care too much. We understand that it doesn’t make sense, but you should be happy that we’re that passionate about something. Telling us that “it’s just a game” is like us telling you that Oprah’s just a talk show host.
4) “Nothing’s wrong.”Please don’t tell us nothing’s wrong. The look on your face could make the toughest guy on the planet weep like athird-grade girl and your arms are crossed so tight you might explode. We’re not mind readers; tell us what’sgoing on. And don’t make us guess because—believe me—you won’t like whatwe come up with.
5) “I sound like my mom.”The mere fact that you might turn into your mom someday scares the hell out of us. Don’t say it, even in jest—it’s notfunny. We actually believe (and pray) that the saying “every woman ends up looking like their mother” is an oldwives’ tale. If we didn’t, no one would ever get married.
6) “I just want to be friends.”No you don’t. You just want us to stop calling you. This is a lot like pulling off a band-aid. Do it quick—don’tprolong the agony. Most of us take “I just want to be friends” as “There’s still a chance,” so if there isn’t justmake it a clean break and move on. Everyone will be much better because of it.
7) “Size doesn’t matter.”Don’t lie to us. We know it does, and we’re doing our best to make up for it in other ways. It’s best just to notsay anything at all.
8)“What are you wearing?”We’re wearing whatever’s clean or whatever you tell us to. We don’t plan out our wardrobe days in advance, butwe do actually try and look presentable. It may not work a lot of the time, but we do give it a shot. Giving us direction is completely encouraged though, so go ahead and suggest … nicely.
9) “Do you think she’s pretty?”Of course we do, our standards are much lower than yours. But just because we check her out doesn’t mean we think anyless of you.
10) “Which outfit do you like better?”90 percentof the guys out there are not going to tell you which outfit they like better: They’re going to try to pick the oneyou like better.
10 reasons y marry male engineers
Read this joke somewhere in the internet and i found that it’s funny. Post it here for the purpose of sharing. Oh ya, it is engineering-related =)
1) Male Engineers are known to be untidy and unclean, thus you don’t have to keep your home clean
2) It’s very difficult for male engineers to get girl friend, thus they will be loyal to you
3) Male engineers are dull and boring, they belong to the world of chart. You don’t have to take your time to please them.
4) Male engineers love to repair stuffs. You can always thrash your stuffs in front of them whenever you feel unhappy . They would be happy to fix it.
5) Male engineers have high IQs, marrying to them is like securing a future where you can have a bunch of high achievement children to be show off to your neighbours
6) Male engineers spend more time in lab and less time at home. You’re free to do anything that you like.
7) Male engineers have bad communication skills so you can insult him with words as you like
8)Male engineers only believe in facts, if you use facts to persuade him, he will agrees with you; however, if he got the facts right, then it’s not recommendable to argue with him anymore because there is no way around it.
9) Male engineers have good salary and they don’t spend much on entertainment. You can ask for extra pocket money from them.
10) Apart from the advantages mentioned earlier, there’s non any other considerable charm of male engineers, thus there’s no need to worry about his external marritial affairs if you married to one in future.
well quite true about all these...lol.but i not rilly agree wif it.wahaha!
1) Male Engineers are known to be untidy and unclean, thus you don’t have to keep your home clean
2) It’s very difficult for male engineers to get girl friend, thus they will be loyal to you
3) Male engineers are dull and boring, they belong to the world of chart. You don’t have to take your time to please them.
4) Male engineers love to repair stuffs. You can always thrash your stuffs in front of them whenever you feel unhappy . They would be happy to fix it.
5) Male engineers have high IQs, marrying to them is like securing a future where you can have a bunch of high achievement children to be show off to your neighbours
6) Male engineers spend more time in lab and less time at home. You’re free to do anything that you like.
7) Male engineers have bad communication skills so you can insult him with words as you like
8)Male engineers only believe in facts, if you use facts to persuade him, he will agrees with you; however, if he got the facts right, then it’s not recommendable to argue with him anymore because there is no way around it.
9) Male engineers have good salary and they don’t spend much on entertainment. You can ask for extra pocket money from them.
10) Apart from the advantages mentioned earlier, there’s non any other considerable charm of male engineers, thus there’s no need to worry about his external marritial affairs if you married to one in future.
well quite true about all these...lol.but i not rilly agree wif it.wahaha!
2008/02/11
Do human have souls?
In regard to Evolution, whether you believe in any Religion or none believe,do you believe you have a soul?
If you do believe it and you also believe that Humans evolved from another species, when did the human get a soul? And if you believe Humans have evolved from monkeys - do you monkeys have souls?
And why after 10,000years do monkeys and such still keep their hands on the ground when they walk. How long does it take for a creature to evolve and wouldn't it be time for something else to have evolved by now that was in second place behind humans in the the Evolution race?
If you do not believe in souls at all - what do you believe happens when you die - nothing? How sad. I wonder why we work our tails off to make ends meet to worry about everything and have control over little and are determined to discount the existence of a Creator.
C.S. Lewis said it most beautifully: You do not have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.
If you do believe it and you also believe that Humans evolved from another species, when did the human get a soul? And if you believe Humans have evolved from monkeys - do you monkeys have souls?
And why after 10,000years do monkeys and such still keep their hands on the ground when they walk. How long does it take for a creature to evolve and wouldn't it be time for something else to have evolved by now that was in second place behind humans in the the Evolution race?
If you do not believe in souls at all - what do you believe happens when you die - nothing? How sad. I wonder why we work our tails off to make ends meet to worry about everything and have control over little and are determined to discount the existence of a Creator.
C.S. Lewis said it most beautifully: You do not have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.
2008/01/24
Tiring day
Eyvonne has lost her wallet,so i bring her to do her new ic card,new atm card.well i dunno how many times she lost her stuff already...i think it's more than 3 time since last year.she's a very careless n clumsy gal,everyone knows about this. haha! oh ya i went to ocean too, juz to take my commission which i work for maxis last time.My fren asked me play to badminton too but i rejected,felt so sorry coz i always reject him,anyway will catch up with him next time.^^v something funny happened in the ocean too,haha!too bad canary din come.
My sickness still the same actually...but i still dun wanna stay at home.yesterday i was so tired and like a half dead person.but i mati mati still wanna go shopping,so i call canary.the time when i call her she was sleeping like a pig,but once she heard tat we r goin to shop,she mati mati wanna wake up too.PEREMPUAN.....haiz!too bad we din buy anything , juz walked around, basically we were repeating the same sentence 'HOW NICE IF WE ARE MILLIONAIRE'! of course lo...(who don't want) but i'll still always remember my motto 'CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE', tats cool isn't it? lol!
I got flu,fever and sore throat.now coughing too. Oh ya not to forget some funny and warm messages from my frens 2 days ago,it's was sent by my dear canary and my dear chris.
Chris : heard tat u not feeling well ar?still alive or not? i'm coming and i bought french fries from mcdonald leh...
Canary : u sick ar?must be u miss me too much liao.remember not to eat keropok n french fries leh!i noe ur pattern one,sick still wanna eat all these hot things...blagh..!
Well may be it's nothing ,but for me,it was a very warm messages!*kiss for both of them* they understand me well man! especially the french fries,haha!*touched*one more thing,yesterday went shopping with canary n she purposely walk into Mcdonald to buy french fries and eat them in front of me.i was tempted but the foods.XC
My sickness still the same actually...but i still dun wanna stay at home.yesterday i was so tired and like a half dead person.but i mati mati still wanna go shopping,so i call canary.the time when i call her she was sleeping like a pig,but once she heard tat we r goin to shop,she mati mati wanna wake up too.PEREMPUAN.....haiz!too bad we din buy anything , juz walked around, basically we were repeating the same sentence 'HOW NICE IF WE ARE MILLIONAIRE'! of course lo...(who don't want) but i'll still always remember my motto 'CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE', tats cool isn't it? lol!
I got flu,fever and sore throat.now coughing too. Oh ya not to forget some funny and warm messages from my frens 2 days ago,it's was sent by my dear canary and my dear chris.
Chris : heard tat u not feeling well ar?still alive or not? i'm coming and i bought french fries from mcdonald leh...
Canary : u sick ar?must be u miss me too much liao.remember not to eat keropok n french fries leh!i noe ur pattern one,sick still wanna eat all these hot things...blagh..!
Well may be it's nothing ,but for me,it was a very warm messages!*kiss for both of them* they understand me well man! especially the french fries,haha!*touched*one more thing,yesterday went shopping with canary n she purposely walk into Mcdonald to buy french fries and eat them in front of me.i was tempted but the foods.XC
2008/01/21
Emo and sick
this morning i kept sneezing .sore throat. and SO emo without any reason. din reply any msg from my frens. only answered a call from JOHN.shitty day la! Well Lynn n her sis came my home juz to ajak me yamcha wif canary,tweeking n...dunno who else. i rejected them for some reasons.
2008/01/19
Second blog for today. hehe! ^^ My grandma's birthday will be held tonight, and i'm so busy with the function tonite . well i'm doing a powerpoint slide n some videos to play it in the dinner tonight.
and...damn again! it's oredi 4 hours i'm sitting in front my computer and i failed to do anything! dunno why i'm owaz the one who needa do all these stuff(they all said i'm very free,holidays nothing to do.hey actually i got so many things to do ok, juz u all dunno only)...i'm crazy soon.COMPUTER is my weaknesses! but i'm still ok right now, watching drama! haha! this is why i staring at the computer for so long.*blush* now thinking about wat to wear for tonight,sigh la!tats all for now.will be ontinued, tonnes of story i wanna post later.*poof*
and...damn again! it's oredi 4 hours i'm sitting in front my computer and i failed to do anything! dunno why i'm owaz the one who needa do all these stuff(they all said i'm very free,holidays nothing to do.hey actually i got so many things to do ok, juz u all dunno only)...i'm crazy soon.COMPUTER is my weaknesses! but i'm still ok right now, watching drama! haha! this is why i staring at the computer for so long.*blush* now thinking about wat to wear for tonight,sigh la!tats all for now.will be ontinued, tonnes of story i wanna post later.*poof*
Lost and Found
yay... i found my blogger back! Thanx for Max who helps me to find my blogger!*kiss kiss* u know wat..damn i'm getting pretty bad at this blogging business. i guess it's just when i get into the holiday mood everyday, even schooling time, i really get into it, and i abandon all activity, in any form. anyway, i'm back.
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