想

最近过得有点忙碌，说忙也不是真的忙，只是茫着忙~
我。。。想了很多很多。
原来，一直以来我都在自暴自弃。活得比烂泥还烂。
谢谢帮过我的人。万分感谢。
我需要接受很早以前就该接受的事实吗？
我真的很享受一个人到处去闯的生活，不避受约束。谢谢BOBO 陪了我闯和癫了一整天，谈了很多很多。
我，是时候改变了吗？
他唱得很好听，我选的歌他都自谈自唱的唱完了。不知是为了配合我还是什么，今天我过得很开心。一切从简，因为我累坏了。详情请继续收看下一集吧。哈哈！

幸运之神找上门来咯。。。

话说真的，我还是有点不相信我竟然会赢得了幸运抽奖的礼物。。。哈哈！因为我活了那么老，我可是第一次在抽奖里赢到了东西！！！！好不可思议哦。。。
我相信我的贵人是WY 或C！事情是酱的。。。
这个星期他们做他们的 CYBERP，然后昨天下午就是公布抽奖的成绩。整件事情的来龙去脉我真的是不清楚，只知道早上WY就SMS 我问我的ID 因为他要帮我填，起初我不要给，因为我很肯定地知道自己是没机会的，跟她说我相信命运，而且自己从来没赢过这种东西啊。。。过后她死都要拿，我就给咯。。。
等到我弄完我的东西就去他们的档口，过后才知道他们每个人都填了很多，因为他们有很多那个纸，当然我也不以为意咯。。。反正我觉得我们这一档这样做，别的档当然也会这样做啊！哈哈！
过后在他们的档口排美一下子后我就回家了。。。哦对了，WY 的帅朋友，超帅的咯！！！可惜我没机会招待。。。
到了下午上课时间，碰巧在校门外遇到C，我们就一起走去上课，过后我们才要走过FET是就看到他们才要公布名字，比原定的时间迟了半个小时吧。本来也不想看，但想想一下我们的档口都寄了几十份，胜算也蛮高的吧。。。尤其是那个叫我叫到很恶心的和他的女友，C说他们都寄了很多很多，然后他们全部都在班上了，所以我和C两人决定躲在树下那边偷偷看。偷偷看的原因有3个，1）不想给人以为我们是那种等着中奖的人。2）要顾自己的脸，要是没有赢到很下虽的叻。。。而且还站在那边晒太阳，课又不去上。3）那边还蛮多有课不去上的人也在等着中将！所以我们便选择躲在一边看。
我们躲不到一分钟忽然间听到他们念我的名，我和C两人整个傻眼，心想“太快了吧。。。”死都不相信，等到他们念第二次是我才像个傻人走去台上，那时的我真的一片空白，因为根本没做好准备。人家要给我奖品我也不懂，傻傻站在前面。更惨的是领奖时还要拍照！！！！
WALAO！！！本小姐当时整身大汗，头发乱到。。。总之就是一身狼狈的样子去拍照。
没人能了解我当时的心情，只有C 吧。。。整个过程只有他最懂。过后那些人就跑来问我拿了什么，我根本没看他在台下的人到底有谁。
过后就有一直收到别的朋友的SMS，说我幸运，问我赢到什么等等。过后我才知道原来那么多认识的人看着我一副狼狈的样。
我真的是没脸了！！！好下虽啊！！！！

something wrong...

hmm..i dunno how to start this blog.

feeling weird....how weird? very very weird!!!!!

ok i dunno wat's going on lately, there are so many guys come to me, asked for my num or even talked to me.(i dunno them) ridiculous rite?

it's like....while walking to my class, i met a guy who used to take the same subject wif me, i dunno him, but ofcoz since we were in the same class, so he would give me a smile, and ofcoz i'll greet him by giving a smile too. tats it! i never talked to him. so...today i met him again, and he suddenly asked for my phone num and he knows my name! so i was like...'do i really know u?' lol.

my frens are doin their cyber p this week, so as a 'part-timer', u could see my existance anywhere, haha. and again...someone that i dunno suddenly stand in front of me and say 'hi i'm XXX, tmr wanna play badminton wif me?' wth is goin on ar...ok i only know he is one of the guy taking the same subject as me, but i dunno him oso....and yes, he asked for my num again and called me at nite. oh gosh...

wy asked me not to flirt wif the guys, haha! i din't!!!! never ever!! come on la i think i'm wat meh...simply flirt wif guys, i'm not so desperate ok. and i have a pair of glasses wif me, how to flirt? they cant even see my eyes la...haha! my eyes so small...

this week, now only thursday, already 5 ppl asked for my num...oh wei i'm not trying to show how popolar i am k! juz think it's abit crazy lo...

and...and...i got some strange call n sms frm stranger oso!!!! they know me...ok i have no idea whick idiot simply give my num to other ppl...i think i'll change my num sooner or later AGAIN...eh dun leh...the num i'm using now is so nice, i love the digit.

G say mayb i can relate well wif ppl....but seriously i dun enjoy this GREAT popularity at all!

i feel scared and i'll take one step backward whenever they sms me.

i'm real angry

ohya 1 more thing.
i put my blog as private blog again.
the reason for this time is different.
it's nt that i wanna hide myself again.
but some ppl jz like to copyright my things, watever la, my blogging style or even the post.
i dun understand at all.
if u keep copying me and modify it abit so called it UR BLOG...U BETTER FUCK OFF!
wth u like to imitate ppl work and call it ur own work? so kanasai! i rilly dun like it u know.
i noe u might say u dunno abt this or watever or it's juz coincidence, but this is not the first time, so ...wat excuses u wanna give?
alright i admit that i'm selfish. so what?
i know i cnt stop u frm doin this since u think u have the RIGHT to intimate other ppl.
so the best way for me is put my blog as private again.
i apologise for any inconvenient that i caused, so sorry to my bloggie. i really hope u all understand, but somehow...U won't be having any chance to read my blog anymore.

A call

my best fren called me just now.
she said she needs some support from me coz she having her final now. i guess she's looking for the wrong person, i cnt even help myself , i'm having my test too...(dun gt me wrong, i nvr wanted to bother abt my test)...and YES! this is the biggest problem i'm facing now! haha! unless u want me to tell her 'aiya dun study la, nnd to study one...blagh...sure i kena whacked one.
NO I CANT INFLUENCE HER! so i juz try to make so jokes and give some 'useful' support to her.
and thank god, she feels better now , and she has the motivation to continue to burn the midnite oil.
we have so much to talk, and i have so much to tell !
we had abt 15 mins conversation only since she is goin to have her paper tmr.
after that, i started to feel abit down, i dunno what's the reason, juz feel like i got lotsa thing to tell her, and i miss her.
some ppl thinks i like to keep things inside my heart and refuse to tell them.
wanna know the reason?
REASON : U R NOT THE RIGHT PERSON .