someone i can talk to...(EMO POST)

i wasn't in a good mood for these few weeks(months).
too many things happened in one shot which i dunno how to handle it.
i'm upset.
wanted to find someone to talk to...but it seemed everyone was busying wif their stuff. i need someone who can be trusted.
i tried to talk to one of my best fren, too bad she's owaz not the right person i can talk to, for her.....guy owaz more important than anyone. she was busying wif her new coming bf. i talked to her but she looked not so care about me n she DIN'T listen to my problem, she kept smsing wif the guy, so i choose to shut my mouth.
i know there's someone i can talk to,but i hardly can contact wif him now, he's so far away frm here. i wanna talk to u!!!! i miss those time we chat frm day time until midnight, no secrets btw us. somehow, something happened in btw us....which i wanna apologize.i'm sorry abt it.
i hope he's doing great now.
next week will be my final exam too...emo...emo...emo...