2008/11/30

life is short.....

uncle chia passed away yesterday.
he's my dad best fren .
he had cancer. Four years ago.
We thought he was fine after treatment and all.
he passed on yesterday.
Mum and dad were there. aunty was devastated.
she didn't know what to do. Was in total chaos as she has not made any arrangements of any sort.
When I heard the news, I cried.
Not only for him, but in fear of losing my parents.
uncle chia's eldest daughter is my age and son is elder by bro by about 2 years. Our age gap's pretty close.
I don't really know what I'm rambling about but I'm feeling really really bad about it. I am afraid of losing my parents. I love them very, very much. And I really don't know what I'll do without them. I'm afraid of them leaving me.
Why are there so many deaths. Why. I'm just not in the mood, really.
so may deaths in this year.
it totallywill affect my mood .

2008/11/29

taggie!!!

emm...wanted to post in chinese, but next time la, coz the pin yin is so mafan, lazy to type the words one by one. lazy lazy. so i've been tabbed by G last week.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmm.. This is a rather tough one. I would so like to cut his balls off and make incisions in it and deep-fry/steam/bake it. Then feed it to the tiger.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ofcoz the same thing, wish all my dreams will come true.wahaha.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Yours.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
to invest something and make it more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.. Nyehehehehe *evil laugh*

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend.
havent tried before, u wanna try? so i'll tell ya my answer.wahaha.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone. =p

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i won't wait, i'll take the first step. (mr.D taught me),haha.ok...I would wait. Really really patiently.. Maybe with a few flings here and there but I will definitely wait. =p

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ok, ofcoz i'll go find another one.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actor/actress?
well i'm nt so understand the question. maybe actor lo....hard to gt a chance to act wif actor rite?

10. Will you invite your ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Why not? More ang paos for me!!

11. What's your fear?
when i'm pokkai (no$$$)

12. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
One of my best friends. He's loyal, sincere, easy to bully, thinks he is sexy (I share the same opinion so it's okay). And I know for a fact that he is someone who will never, ever leave or betray me. =)

13. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Haha!! In 10 years' time, I'll be 30. I suppose I'll be married to some rich tycoon and be a siu lai and have kids and yum cha and buy designer goods all over the world!! Oh in my private jet too! Hey I can't help having a vivid imagination okay.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or happily married but poor?
Oh no. I'm gonna contradict myself... I rather be happily married but poor... Coz this way I won't be alone!! =p

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Hit the Snooze Button on my mobile phone-->rolling for 5 mins--> sleep again.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
If my partner is worth me giving my all, I would. Wholeheartedly.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hahahaha!!! The more leng chai one. nenene

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive, yes.. After a while. But forget? That's a little difficult to do but it can be done.. =)

19. Would you prefer being in a relationship or being single?
Erm.. I dunno. Haha anything will do.

20. List 5 people to tag
Max
Koala
jen
jas
beng

2008/11/23

back to myself

ok....since i'm a chinese, so i'm gonna post my blog in chinese. needa do some practice since it's been a long long time i din write in chinese in any essay (since high school).hehe.

2008/11/11

that's me

8.00 morning class today.
so...as usual, i overslept again.
i dun even know when i off my alarms, 2 alarms somemore!
thanx Kenny G, i love ya!*ishh...*