actually i'm so moody now.
nobody could understand my feelings, so i dun expect someone will come and console me.
i like solitary. having my own world. isn't tat bad rite?

doing.....wat?

i'm staring at the computer.
my notes are juz infront of me.
i'm holding my pen.
i'm listening to the songs.
i dunno wat shud i do now.

I'm abnormal

Ohya forgot to say that something went wrong with my heart, my heartbeat.i dunno what's the reason my heartbeats are not the same with other people. this is the graph of my heartbeat rate when we were doing this experiment. Even the conductor asked me to go for a doctor. sigh la.... i remembered his first reaction was something like ...'oww...whose heartbeat is this?' my groupmate pointed their fingers towards me. so i was like...'wtf! is this my heartbeats?' i tried for so many times but the result still the same. so i gave up, everyone laugh at me, the loudest one-KFC. He said he'll pay for the bil if i go for doctor. because of this, I BECAME FAMOUS IN THE CLASS with the term-ABNORMAL GIRL.

Assignment...

now i have my 1 week holiday!
i have my exams next week!
i have my assignments to do now!
i'm breathless.......

emo day...

Have you ever been completey, purely, entirely happy? So happy that you felt happiness bursting out of you...happiness surrounding everyone...touching and contaminating everyone.......Have you ever been TOTALLY HAPPY?????Because I don't remember that, I don't remember being that happy.....maybe I not made for that......

Walking aroud the house and i saw this grasshopper on the gate. when i see this , it reminded me about my childhood time, i used to catch alot small grasshopper with my frens in kindergarden, we skipped our class juz to catch the grasshopper in the garden. but of coz our teacher caught us back la. i miss the happiness when i was in kindergarden.

sunday

hola! so lazy to blog. wanted to post something here but was too busy with my uni stuff. and so many things happened!!! so how about tomorrow? i'm looking forward it.hehe.

blagh...blagh...

i like the weather today, going to rain within this 2 hours i think.

went parkson juz now and met william. oh god he's still the same,talkative !!!! he saw me first n shouted my name.'sinling,is tat u?!!!" hey is very embarrased if someone call ur name in the public very loudly k...

so my first conversation was..."woah u got spiky hair d!"lol.

we talked for about 20mins,and i noticed that...it is so easy to cheat him! it's totally different if compared wif when we were in high school. to me,he's a smart and kepo guy(tats y he was our monitor),talk alot and like to bully me.

ok i cheated him so much in this 20 mins conversation, i wondered how come he believed in me.
here's our conversation :
W : woah so long time din see u d.
M : yalor i very busy ma. i bcum prettier izit?wahaha.
W : walao still the same la,ur hair is longer only,n u r so confident now.
M : y last time i got no confident meh? i prettier ma,so i got confident lo.
W : Ohya ur face is thicker now oso.
M : hmm...i admit it coz i eat alot,everyone say so too.
W : so where n wat r u studying now?
M : no i din study d lo,working!
W : har rilly????y dunwan study?where u work?
M: coz i dun like study ma,i work at....hmm melaka oso lo.(i spent a few minutes to think about the place but he din suspect me)
W : work as?
M : CEO! dun u see i so free can come shopping and buy so many things meh?
W :woah so young CEO d! hey u very geng leh, actually wat's CEO?i noe it's a very high post la.
M :(damn actually i dunno wat's CEO oso), since both of us dunno,so i simply tell him about my work lo.(he believed)
W : WOAH U R LUCKY MAN! so how'a ur salary? rm 10000?when u start working one?
M : nolah is about rm5000.i still young leh , so they wont pay so high one la...started my work after form 5 lo,2 years d.
W : in ur father's company?
M : nolah my uncle's friend.
W: blagh...

well juz wanted to say he's so naive! omg never thought i can tell lies one! he's a very smart guy but i dun understand how come he believed all wat i've said. amazing!

today mood : ok ok,not tat well.