a friend of mine sent this message to me. the moment when i read this, my tears like flowing down my face...lol jk jk. but it's quite touching la....wanna know about the message?(sendiri mau show off saja...)
：i know u don't like to be restricted, sometimes u like to be alone... i'll alwaz remind u about my existance coz i scared u cnt find anyone to talk to when u have problems . i might not be able to solve ur problems but as a good listener, i'll alwaz be there to share the problems with u. juz wanna make sure that someone will be around u wherever u are.
anyway thanx alot, someone might think ' wa apa msg ini...", (someone= ME).
alright lemme tell u, you are one of my fren who understand me very very well, i rly appreciate our friendship here. Hope that our SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP will LAst till eternity.
ps: have u ever received any msg something like that? no leh....wahaha.
2009/02/26
2009/02/23
死性不改
所以我说呢。。。陈欣琳你真的可以跳海算了。。。
明明就很多东西做但死都不要做，还跟人家一次过写了那么多东西，过去的那两个月明明就得空到可以到处惹事生非还玩失踪碰都没碰到我亲爱的部落格。。。
功课呢。。。明天才赶吧。。。
最近发生了很多事情，WY恋爱了！！！！有点吓到一下。。。她竟然快过我。。。有点不爽。。。哈哈！那个O先生赚到咯。。。
酱也好，我又少了一个竞争对象，少了一个人跟我抢白马王子。哇哈哈！
当然他也没有像以前酱得空到365天叫我早睡，要喝多多水，驾车要小心。。。比我妈还唠叨叻。。。
还有金斯雀也恋爱了，而且还是4个月后才跟我说（所谓的好姐妹kononnya。。。）。
有了男朋友，当然不理我了咯。。。也没有约我出去了，每次都是在某地方碰到他们，没有的话就是通过朋友通风报信。。。算了吧，只要他们高兴就好。衷心祝福你们。
我呢。。。现在12.05AM，功课呢。。。打死我我也不想做，反正现在等着朋友载我去喝茶。。。哈哈。
明明就很多东西做但死都不要做，还跟人家一次过写了那么多东西，过去的那两个月明明就得空到可以到处惹事生非还玩失踪碰都没碰到我亲爱的部落格。。。
功课呢。。。明天才赶吧。。。
最近发生了很多事情，WY恋爱了！！！！有点吓到一下。。。她竟然快过我。。。有点不爽。。。哈哈！那个O先生赚到咯。。。
酱也好，我又少了一个竞争对象，少了一个人跟我抢白马王子。哇哈哈！
当然他也没有像以前酱得空到365天叫我早睡，要喝多多水，驾车要小心。。。比我妈还唠叨叻。。。
还有金斯雀也恋爱了，而且还是4个月后才跟我说（所谓的好姐妹kononnya。。。）。
有了男朋友，当然不理我了咯。。。也没有约我出去了，每次都是在某地方碰到他们，没有的话就是通过朋友通风报信。。。算了吧，只要他们高兴就好。衷心祝福你们。
我呢。。。现在12.05AM，功课呢。。。打死我我也不想做，反正现在等着朋友载我去喝茶。。。哈哈。
the answer
a strong person has nothing to hide, and yes....u are right.
this is the answer i owe u.
sorry for tryna to evade u last time(but awhile only).
i think i watched too much Gossip girl, i just hate all the rich people ,their behavior, thats why i hate my rich friends too. well i have another victims too, who kena scolded by me.wakaka.
now i'm ok d, since i've grown up *blush*
what else for today....no more i think.bye
this is the answer i owe u.
sorry for tryna to evade u last time(but awhile only).
i think i watched too much Gossip girl, i just hate all the rich people ,their behavior, thats why i hate my rich friends too. well i have another victims too, who kena scolded by me.wakaka.
now i'm ok d, since i've grown up *blush*
what else for today....no more i think.bye
2009/02/21
all in one
i wasn't in the good mood in this few days but i managed to handle it n settled it by myself.
was lying on my bed to think about my life-my past n my future in the middle of the nite.
u know, i like to talk about our life, the incredible journey that i've gone through, the ups n downs.
i used to bear with lotsa things, untill i felt like i've beaten by the enemies n fell frm the cliff.
Problems love me alot .
since that day i couldn't sleep well, i decided to check my msg in the phone coz sometimes i open the msg but i got no time to read or reply it so i just leave it there.so if u msg me n i din't reply, dun blame me.haha.
i've learned something from some of the msgs and the msgs were frm the same person. i know we might nt be seeing each other anymore and less contacting although we were quite close last time, but i do really hope that u'll forgive me for what i've done last time. and yes ,i still owe u an answer.(i remebered it when i read the msg something like this... - dun worry la, i wont whack u one...although i memang wanna whack you)haha.
the messages are so meaningful, sorry la now only i noticed about it. and things that happened on you did happened on me too. so i would like to show the messages here...hope others can learn from it too.
1)......u played a significant role in my gap year....(i feel so guilty when i read this)
2)...i'm really concerned about u, i'm sorry if life is not being very kind at the moment. but there's always good in the end. u'll pull through and emerge stronger....blagh...(ok tis msg is gr8, i felt better after reading this)
3) friendship problems are caused by misunderstanding. we might mean well, but say and do bad things instead. and worse, we seldom realise what we did wrong. coz unless we see ourselves in a video, we don't really know how we look and sound to others. it's very upsetting when a frenconstantly mekas life harder for u.( I LOVE THIS)
4)....hide your life actually doesn't indicate strenght...a truly strong person has nothing to hide.because they know they cannot be shaken easily. in fact hiding can be dangerous coz it sends wrong messages. you might accidentally hurt ppl and make them feel u dun care abt them.(THIS IS ME)
alot more...so lazy to scroll the keypad.nenene.
so for ppl who misunderstand me, please read no 3 and 4. juz wanna tell u all that i'm living in my own way. i'm not forgetting u all, if u dun trust in me, there's nothing i can do. it's like u have ur own frens and i have my own frens in uni now, u cant expecting that i'll follow u and respond to the way you want right? give me some space. u asked me out bcoz u got nobody to call or wat? will u still remember me when u r with ur big bunch of frens? i dun think so lo....juz dun be so emo to write something which is untrue when i din't respond to the way u want.
one more thing...to be honest, sometimes i really dun feel like wanna go out wif u all. u know y....everytime when we go out, u'll talk about results, academic things blagh blagh...i feel so stressed. Now i tell you, it's very hard to breath when when u talk about this. so i'll juz keep my mouth shut n pretended like i'm enjoying in our conversation. (i din't show my muka busuk only k)i hate to hear all this since in high school.
it's very obvious this is an emo post. juz to tell everyone tat i love my life now, i love to be alone, i'love solitary, i'll still drive around whenever i'm in bad mood. i dun like to tell ppl about my problems (unless i feel like i wanna tell). i dare to post this because of ...refer to no4. tats all for now...no offence ok. this is wat i've keep for so long, it's time to release the pains n voice out everything. hope u'll understand this la....
was lying on my bed to think about my life-my past n my future in the middle of the nite.
u know, i like to talk about our life, the incredible journey that i've gone through, the ups n downs.
i used to bear with lotsa things, untill i felt like i've beaten by the enemies n fell frm the cliff.
Problems love me alot .
since that day i couldn't sleep well, i decided to check my msg in the phone coz sometimes i open the msg but i got no time to read or reply it so i just leave it there.so if u msg me n i din't reply, dun blame me.haha.
i've learned something from some of the msgs and the msgs were frm the same person. i know we might nt be seeing each other anymore and less contacting although we were quite close last time, but i do really hope that u'll forgive me for what i've done last time. and yes ,i still owe u an answer.(i remebered it when i read the msg something like this... - dun worry la, i wont whack u one...although i memang wanna whack you)haha.
the messages are so meaningful, sorry la now only i noticed about it. and things that happened on you did happened on me too. so i would like to show the messages here...hope others can learn from it too.
1)......u played a significant role in my gap year....(i feel so guilty when i read this)
2)...i'm really concerned about u, i'm sorry if life is not being very kind at the moment. but there's always good in the end. u'll pull through and emerge stronger....blagh...(ok tis msg is gr8, i felt better after reading this)
3) friendship problems are caused by misunderstanding. we might mean well, but say and do bad things instead. and worse, we seldom realise what we did wrong. coz unless we see ourselves in a video, we don't really know how we look and sound to others. it's very upsetting when a frenconstantly mekas life harder for u.( I LOVE THIS)
4)....hide your life actually doesn't indicate strenght...a truly strong person has nothing to hide.because they know they cannot be shaken easily. in fact hiding can be dangerous coz it sends wrong messages. you might accidentally hurt ppl and make them feel u dun care abt them.(THIS IS ME)
alot more...so lazy to scroll the keypad.nenene.
so for ppl who misunderstand me, please read no 3 and 4. juz wanna tell u all that i'm living in my own way. i'm not forgetting u all, if u dun trust in me, there's nothing i can do. it's like u have ur own frens and i have my own frens in uni now, u cant expecting that i'll follow u and respond to the way you want right? give me some space. u asked me out bcoz u got nobody to call or wat? will u still remember me when u r with ur big bunch of frens? i dun think so lo....juz dun be so emo to write something which is untrue when i din't respond to the way u want.
one more thing...to be honest, sometimes i really dun feel like wanna go out wif u all. u know y....everytime when we go out, u'll talk about results, academic things blagh blagh...i feel so stressed. Now i tell you, it's very hard to breath when when u talk about this. so i'll juz keep my mouth shut n pretended like i'm enjoying in our conversation. (i din't show my muka busuk only k)i hate to hear all this since in high school.
it's very obvious this is an emo post. juz to tell everyone tat i love my life now, i love to be alone, i'love solitary, i'll still drive around whenever i'm in bad mood. i dun like to tell ppl about my problems (unless i feel like i wanna tell). i dare to post this because of ...refer to no4. tats all for now...no offence ok. this is wat i've keep for so long, it's time to release the pains n voice out everything. hope u'll understand this la....
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Hi everyone.....
its been such a long time i havent update my blog..
so since i am on my self-declared holiday...i decided to update u guys a bit...haha..
well...recently i am still busy as usual...busy with all my classes and....work(kononnya)?lol.
it's end of february now, so when i view back my previous blog, i ter-remember that i'd promised to put some pictures ...and about my birthday.lol. well i know it's abit late to talk about it. anyway...u can't blame me la k since my camera refused to function ma...and got some pictures and i dunno where they 'hiding' now. somewhere in my pc i think.
alright i know it's unfair since somebody is still complaining that i din't put any picture of the birthday gift and not even mentioning about them .OK! I'LL WRITE IT INSIDE THIS POST !
*to somebody: u memang annoying, cnt tahan u know....
padini shirt- canary bird
watch n teddy bear - wy
a piece of kitkat - lil jordon
1 tin of coke -jordon's sister
pillow - c,yh ang yf
vincci accessories - mel
sunplay spf 130(geng lo this one) - M
coach keychain - G
ralpf lauren wild - R
handbag - tai lou
sui dreams - K
a pair of heels -mum
one box of my favourite snacks - cousin(this is really GR8)
.....
What else...no more i think...thanx alot la u guys. ohya, and thanx to ppl who sms me frm 24th untill 3-1-09.
if ur name are not inside here...better know what to do for this year la k.*evil laugh*
its been such a long time i havent update my blog..
so since i am on my self-declared holiday...i decided to update u guys a bit...haha..
well...recently i am still busy as usual...busy with all my classes and....work(kononnya)?lol.
it's end of february now, so when i view back my previous blog, i ter-remember that i'd promised to put some pictures ...and about my birthday.lol. well i know it's abit late to talk about it. anyway...u can't blame me la k since my camera refused to function ma...and got some pictures and i dunno where they 'hiding' now. somewhere in my pc i think.
alright i know it's unfair since somebody is still complaining that i din't put any picture of the birthday gift and not even mentioning about them .OK! I'LL WRITE IT INSIDE THIS POST !
*to somebody: u memang annoying, cnt tahan u know....
padini shirt- canary bird
watch n teddy bear - wy
a piece of kitkat - lil jordon
1 tin of coke -jordon's sister
pillow - c,yh ang yf
vincci accessories - mel
sunplay spf 130(geng lo this one) - M
coach keychain - G
ralpf lauren wild - R
handbag - tai lou
sui dreams - K
a pair of heels -mum
one box of my favourite snacks - cousin(this is really GR8)
.....
What else...no more i think...thanx alot la u guys. ohya, and thanx to ppl who sms me frm 24th untill 3-1-09.
if ur name are not inside here...better know what to do for this year la k.*evil laugh*
2009/02/17
officially closed.
oww i supposed to post this last few weeks(or month) ago.
"This blog is temporarily closed till i come back from my leaves.
any inconvenience causes should be apologized.
have a great day everyone."
and i'm back now!
"This blog is temporarily closed till i come back from my leaves.
any inconvenience causes should be apologized.
have a great day everyone."
and i'm back now!
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