2007/10/03

I'm not happy anymore...

Last few days i was so depressed...!Again,today i'm not in the good mood!I juz dunno how come this few day i got all this stuff of feeling....is it i think too much?

Sumtimes i can hate myself very much,juz hope tat i can dissapear frm the world; Sumtimes i can love myself very much,juz hope tat i can marry with myself...sound crazy? lol! Gosh, wat a life is this???

I'm puzzling in my life again? Emm...is true!The same thing i'll do ....isolate myself in the room...others ppl...NO ENTER! Why suddenly all this stuff thing came into my mind? My fren said already 18,big gal liao...already matured...need to develope emotionally and start to behave likea sensible adult...I juz wonder izit everyone's thinking will become so negative?

Now i'm negative...really! What am i doing now? Why owaz negative? Can say tat i was deeply disturbed and depressed by my life now! I'm not the happy and cheerful stupid gal now...! Everything aroud me looks so fake!!!!Waiting for my savior to help me...lol!Who will be the savior leh?

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