prayer

Everyday, i would pray to the God.
I pray for everything, pray for my friends and family, especially my mum.
Today, i pray for my ownself.  It's not that i'm selfish and  just to  pray for myself , prayed to the GOD and asked HIM to give me  atleast some strength to live or to go on.
It's been a very tough life for me to go through everything, i couldn't help my friends, i couldn't do my part well...just feels like i'm useless.
I might be a very good child infront of my mum...but who knows what is going on behind my own story?



"I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me."


— C.S. Lewis

第一次

第一次那么的讨厌面对着电脑.
从早上七点就直接坐在电脑前坐到晚上九点.
家人傍晚回到家时,老妈第一句话就是'屁股变大了咯!'
我, 马上跳起来, 是人都知道本小姐我身上的肉就是长在脸上和屁股上.呵呵...*苦笑*
第一次觉得google是那么的没用，要找的东西怎样都找不到。。。
第一次用电脑用到要吐。。。
好惨啊。。。。

不是我太敏感,只是一切都太真实了.
开始对你感到失望了.
现实,有时真的很可怕.

手放开

给你最后的疼爱就是手放开.

It's hard...really hard.

鸵鸟

话题越来越少

争吵都省略掉

说话的语调

像陌生人闲聊

相处时间变少

见面都是遇到

惯性的拥抱

像陌生人问好

一天一点画面重叠

我们都无力去遮掩

情节慢慢的伸延

眼看就快要深陷

选择逃避当妥协

被爱追逐成鸵鸟

没有终点的逃跑

结果还是摆脱不了

自己设下的圈套


被爱追逐成鸵鸟

慌然失措的潜逃

结果是疲惫与徒劳

我想我们都不要


一天一点画面重叠

我们都无力去遮掩

情节慢慢的伸延

眼看就快要深陷

选择逃避当妥协



被爱追逐成鸵鸟

没有终点的逃跑

结果还是摆脱不了

自己设下的圈套



被爱追逐成鸵鸟

慌然失措的潜逃

结果是疲惫与徒劳

我想我们都不要



让自己藏在幻觉里面

试着把真实欺骗

抬起头 伤害得更真切

爱的危险谁也不能幸免