The recent life

I think i lost my inspiration to post anything here, about my thought. It's kinda weird for me as i always like to blog many post in a row everyday.

I've always thought that I have it hard in life. I have not a great voice, not a great mind, not a great body, not a great face. To sum it up, i'm not a great person. I feel that I'm never going to succeed in life. I often feel that I'm a useless, a good for nothing person who is on Earth to just waste the resources here.

I talked with few of my friends thru msn yesterday morning and i feel really great. It's been awhile since all of us last talked. It's awesome to see the chat box keep poping out in my toolbar, the nudging sound all that. I miss all these moment! Suddenly i feel that i found my life back. Never once I thought to think how blessed I am actually. I have a family and great  friends that love me. I have a roof over my head. I have food on the table. I have clothes to wear. I have both hands and legs. I have a voice. I can hear. I can smell. I can see. I can sense.

I'm very very blessed already. But yet I still complain and whine. Constantly. "I hate my life", "I'm emo", "I don't want to study", "I want that new handphone". I want this. I want that. I hate this. I hate that. Constant whining is always heard from my mouth. What a brat I am .
It's time for me to stop my whining. Punch me if I whine again.lol!