A call

When there is a happy post, there is always an emo post behind it.
yes i mentioned it in  the previous post, i left early from the sing k section with my friends because i was tired.
I would say that i was abit down again instead of feeling tired. I gt a call from him again but i din't answer. I  answer the second call when i reached home. Because of the call, i speed as fast as i can on the way back home, it took me 6 mins oni to reached home from gogo. Am i drive too fast? i don't know, i couldn't feel it and i din't notice at all. my heart only think of all the possibility that could happened from that call.

A song for u~heart of jar
i know i can’t take one more step towards you


cause all thats waiting is regret

don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore

you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live, half alive

and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?

runnin’ ’round leaving scars

collecting a jar of hearts

tearing love apart

you’re gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

don’t come back for me

who do you think you are?

i hear you’re asking all around

if i am anywhere to be found

but i have grown too strong

to ever fall back in your arms

ive learned to live, half alive

and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?

runnin’ ’round leaving scars

collecting a jar of hearts

and tearing love apart

you’re gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

don’t come back for me

who do you think you are?

it took so long just to feel alright

remember how to put back the light in my eyes

i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed

cause you broke all your promises

and now you’re back

you don’t get to get me back

who do you think you are?

running around leaving scars

collecting a jar of hearts

and tearing love apart

you’re gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

so don’t come back for me

dont come back at all

who do you think you are?

* this is not about our story, but just some of the lyrics is meaningful. figure urself.
 
Ps: Don't ever look back again. NEVER.I just wanna look forward. That's my life now.