心酸

在报章上看到了BMHS的广告，有了一股冲动去寻找了那一张纸，曾经因为这一张纸而喜悦，现在却只不过是一张废纸。

心好痛好酸。

机会没了，什么也没了。

对自己说过不该在后悔，下了决定就该放下了。

放下了，始终还是会耿耿于怀。

还是一样着伪装着自己不在乎，心里的刺缺好像怎样也拔不掉。

如果当初做了不一样的决定，现在的我应该是怎样呢？

F

Sometimes i just don't know how to fawn and please u, because i know i always undertake a thankless task to myself. I'm stupid, i know. But i always think that it's worth for me to do that.

Since now u still behave the same way, i realised that this is not i really want to do. I always need to  wrack my brain just to find all kind of ways to make u smile. But it din't work.

I'm tired, can i just stop all these things? It would be better for me. The earth will still go around and it won't stop rotating.

彩虹的家

=)

特别的日子

今年生日有些不一样。
以上照片就是和同班同学一起庆祝圣诞和生日的照片。
大家吃得开心，玩得也很开心，尤其是玩烟花。自己好像几百年脱离了这种童年生活。
当晚的我们玩得不亦乐乎~

第二个不一样就是本小姐第一次和那么少的人过自己的生日。
几个人？三个！悲欢交集的一晚。
也因为这一晚，自己更成长了许多，更知道如何去珍惜身边的每一个人。
谢谢你们的用心，我真的感受到了。吓死本小姐。。。。

2011

New year, New resolution.
Happy new year everyone.

my x'mas n bday gift that i wish for...

I am damn annoyed by the pimples outbreak…

It makes me so worried!!!

It really got quite bad these semester…for no reason… Stressed? Hormone imbalance? sleep deprived?

I don't care what reason but please do go away!!!

I still wanna celebrate my bdy with my pretty face. =(