2011/04/06

why?

why do people have to change?


why do we all have to change?


why do we all have to grow up?

2011/03/25

心酸

在报章上看到了BMHS的广告,有了一股冲动去寻找了那一张纸,曾经因为这一张纸而喜悦,现在却只不过是一张废纸。

心好痛好酸。

机会没了,什么也没了。

对自己说过不该在后悔,下了决定就该放下了。

放下了,始终还是会耿耿于怀。

还是一样着伪装着自己不在乎,心里的刺缺好像怎样也拔不掉。

如果当初做了不一样的决定,现在的我应该是怎样呢?

2011/01/22

F

Sometimes i just don't know how to fawn and please u, because i know i always undertake a thankless task to myself. I'm stupid, i know. But i always think that it's worth for me to do that.

Since now u still behave the same way, i realised that this is not i really want to do. I always need to  wrack my brain just to find all kind of ways to make u smile. But it din't work.

I'm tired, can i just stop all these things? It would be better for me. The earth will still go around and it won't stop rotating.

2011/01/02

特别的日子















今年生日有些不一样。
以上照片就是和同班同学一起庆祝圣诞和生日的照片。
大家吃得开心,玩得也很开心,尤其是玩烟花。自己好像几百年脱离了这种童年生活。
当晚的我们玩得不亦乐乎~

第二个不一样就是本小姐第一次和那么少的人过自己的生日。
几个人?三个!悲欢交集的一晚。
也因为这一晚,自己更成长了许多,更知道如何去珍惜身边的每一个人。
谢谢你们的用心,我真的感受到了。吓死本小姐。。。。

2011

New year, New resolution.
Happy new year everyone.