今天心情很好，不知道为什么。
考试明明不会做，也没时间做。
今天是淑婷的生日。
这两个月都好多人生日，快破产了。说到破产，我才发现明天是十二号叻！
交学费的最后一天，我还以为是下个星期一叻！好让我去筹钱。。。
借了朋友一千令吉到现在他都还没还。。。真的很怕他是在骗我的，害我没得交学费，又不敢跟家长拿，给他们知道我借钱给人一定被骂到臭头的。
算了，我相信船到桥头自然直，虽然不可以相信。
有件事我忍了好久，但我坚持一定要post 一个blog 我才甘愿。
那就是。。。。我要上厕所大解了！！！！！！！！
2008/12/11
2008/12/08
cold cold cold....merry christmas!
why is it so cold today???!!!
been raining for one night , cold sial.....but i like it. wahaha.
i'm wearing my jacket, staring at my notes, listening to the christmas song(kenny g), looking at the photo which my mum taken when she was in US.
i felt like i'm in those western country too!wahaha.
juz that i can't see the snows...
don't know why...i love christmas!
ohh...i know i'm dreaming again lol.
been raining for one night , cold sial.....but i like it. wahaha.
i'm wearing my jacket, staring at my notes, listening to the christmas song(kenny g), looking at the photo which my mum taken when she was in US.
i felt like i'm in those western country too!wahaha.
juz that i can't see the snows...
don't know why...i love christmas!
ohh...i know i'm dreaming again lol.
2008/12/05
华语我来咯！
隆重登场！
今年的心情都不是很好。
做了那么多的事情但都徒劳无功。
为了梦想而努力奋斗却没得到很好的结果。
还以为自己可以背着背包拿着行李到国外追寻梦想，但梦想只是跟我打招呼就拍拍屁股走人了。
我计划那么多的东西都落空了。觉得自己好没用。
还以为自己能够承受着一些痛苦和困扰，但是到最后才发觉自己负荷不了那么多的事情。
我从来都没有过那么的勇敢，那么的努力奋斗。
讲了那么多，应该没人看得懂我在说什么吧！嘿嘿。反正我也没有想过要去给任何人知道。除了那两个多管闲事的朋友之外。很感谢你们的帮忙，虽然也帮不上什么忙。。。。
前两星期，终于收到了一通电话和一封我期待已久的信。一封也许能够改变我命运的信。
说我成功获得他们一半的奖学金，我依然能够记得当时我的表情，已经麻木了。。。
准备了那么久，一关闯一关，到最后的我还是失败了。
当时的我还以为自己会得到全免奖学金，原来是我自己高估了自己，还以为被考官称赞了几句就了不起了。
我努力过了，但我知道最后一关我没表现好，原因是当时刚好在考final，我根本就没时间准备，还崩溃得大哭起来。当时的情况根本就在强迫我做最后的选择，最后我还是在考完那一张就直接赶去kl 了。
我从来都没那么积极的努力过。。。
算了吧，等我的空时才继续把。。。
看了我的post就算了，不要问东问西。想讲的我都讲了。。。
很睏了，拜拜。
今年的心情都不是很好。
做了那么多的事情但都徒劳无功。
为了梦想而努力奋斗却没得到很好的结果。
还以为自己可以背着背包拿着行李到国外追寻梦想，但梦想只是跟我打招呼就拍拍屁股走人了。
我计划那么多的东西都落空了。觉得自己好没用。
还以为自己能够承受着一些痛苦和困扰，但是到最后才发觉自己负荷不了那么多的事情。
我从来都没有过那么的勇敢，那么的努力奋斗。
讲了那么多，应该没人看得懂我在说什么吧！嘿嘿。反正我也没有想过要去给任何人知道。除了那两个多管闲事的朋友之外。很感谢你们的帮忙，虽然也帮不上什么忙。。。。
前两星期，终于收到了一通电话和一封我期待已久的信。一封也许能够改变我命运的信。
说我成功获得他们一半的奖学金，我依然能够记得当时我的表情，已经麻木了。。。
准备了那么久，一关闯一关，到最后的我还是失败了。
当时的我还以为自己会得到全免奖学金，原来是我自己高估了自己，还以为被考官称赞了几句就了不起了。
我努力过了，但我知道最后一关我没表现好，原因是当时刚好在考final，我根本就没时间准备，还崩溃得大哭起来。当时的情况根本就在强迫我做最后的选择，最后我还是在考完那一张就直接赶去kl 了。
我从来都没那么积极的努力过。。。
算了吧，等我的空时才继续把。。。
看了我的post就算了，不要问东问西。想讲的我都讲了。。。
很睏了，拜拜。
2008/11/30
life is short.....
uncle chia passed away yesterday.
he's my dad best fren .
he had cancer. Four years ago.
We thought he was fine after treatment and all.
he passed on yesterday.
Mum and dad were there. aunty was devastated.
she didn't know what to do. Was in total chaos as she has not made any arrangements of any sort.
When I heard the news, I cried.
Not only for him, but in fear of losing my parents.
uncle chia's eldest daughter is my age and son is elder by bro by about 2 years. Our age gap's pretty close.
I don't really know what I'm rambling about but I'm feeling really really bad about it. I am afraid of losing my parents. I love them very, very much. And I really don't know what I'll do without them. I'm afraid of them leaving me.
Why are there so many deaths. Why. I'm just not in the mood, really.
so may deaths in this year.
it totallywill affect my mood .
he's my dad best fren .
he had cancer. Four years ago.
We thought he was fine after treatment and all.
he passed on yesterday.
Mum and dad were there. aunty was devastated.
she didn't know what to do. Was in total chaos as she has not made any arrangements of any sort.
When I heard the news, I cried.
Not only for him, but in fear of losing my parents.
uncle chia's eldest daughter is my age and son is elder by bro by about 2 years. Our age gap's pretty close.
I don't really know what I'm rambling about but I'm feeling really really bad about it. I am afraid of losing my parents. I love them very, very much. And I really don't know what I'll do without them. I'm afraid of them leaving me.
Why are there so many deaths. Why. I'm just not in the mood, really.
so may deaths in this year.
it totallywill affect my mood .
2008/11/29
taggie!!!
emm...wanted to post in chinese, but next time la, coz the pin yin is so mafan, lazy to type the words one by one. lazy lazy. so i've been tabbed by G last week.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmm.. This is a rather tough one. I would so like to cut his balls off and make incisions in it and deep-fry/steam/bake it. Then feed it to the tiger.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ofcoz the same thing, wish all my dreams will come true.wahaha.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Yours.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
to invest something and make it more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.. Nyehehehehe *evil laugh*
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend.
havent tried before, u wanna try? so i'll tell ya my answer.wahaha.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone. =p
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i won't wait, i'll take the first step. (mr.D taught me),haha.ok...I would wait. Really really patiently.. Maybe with a few flings here and there but I will definitely wait. =p
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ok, ofcoz i'll go find another one.
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actor/actress?
well i'm nt so understand the question. maybe actor lo....hard to gt a chance to act wif actor rite?
10. Will you invite your ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Why not? More ang paos for me!!
11. What's your fear?
when i'm pokkai (no$$$)
12. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
One of my best friends. He's loyal, sincere, easy to bully, thinks he is sexy (I share the same opinion so it's okay). And I know for a fact that he is someone who will never, ever leave or betray me. =)
13. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Haha!! In 10 years' time, I'll be 30. I suppose I'll be married to some rich tycoon and be a siu lai and have kids and yum cha and buy designer goods all over the world!! Oh in my private jet too! Hey I can't help having a vivid imagination okay.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or happily married but poor?
Oh no. I'm gonna contradict myself... I rather be happily married but poor... Coz this way I won't be alone!! =p
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Hit the Snooze Button on my mobile phone-->rolling for 5 mins--> sleep again.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
If my partner is worth me giving my all, I would. Wholeheartedly.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hahahaha!!! The more leng chai one. nenene
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive, yes.. After a while. But forget? That's a little difficult to do but it can be done.. =)
19. Would you prefer being in a relationship or being single?
Erm.. I dunno. Haha anything will do.
20. List 5 people to tag
Max
Koala
jen
jas
beng
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmm.. This is a rather tough one. I would so like to cut his balls off and make incisions in it and deep-fry/steam/bake it. Then feed it to the tiger.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ofcoz the same thing, wish all my dreams will come true.wahaha.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Yours.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
to invest something and make it more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.. Nyehehehehe *evil laugh*
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend.
havent tried before, u wanna try? so i'll tell ya my answer.wahaha.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone. =p
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i won't wait, i'll take the first step. (mr.D taught me),haha.ok...I would wait. Really really patiently.. Maybe with a few flings here and there but I will definitely wait. =p
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ok, ofcoz i'll go find another one.
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actor/actress?
well i'm nt so understand the question. maybe actor lo....hard to gt a chance to act wif actor rite?
10. Will you invite your ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Why not? More ang paos for me!!
11. What's your fear?
when i'm pokkai (no$$$)
12. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
One of my best friends. He's loyal, sincere, easy to bully, thinks he is sexy (I share the same opinion so it's okay). And I know for a fact that he is someone who will never, ever leave or betray me. =)
13. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Haha!! In 10 years' time, I'll be 30. I suppose I'll be married to some rich tycoon and be a siu lai and have kids and yum cha and buy designer goods all over the world!! Oh in my private jet too! Hey I can't help having a vivid imagination okay.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or happily married but poor?
Oh no. I'm gonna contradict myself... I rather be happily married but poor... Coz this way I won't be alone!! =p
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Hit the Snooze Button on my mobile phone-->rolling for 5 mins--> sleep again.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
If my partner is worth me giving my all, I would. Wholeheartedly.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hahahaha!!! The more leng chai one. nenene
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive, yes.. After a while. But forget? That's a little difficult to do but it can be done.. =)
19. Would you prefer being in a relationship or being single?
Erm.. I dunno. Haha anything will do.
20. List 5 people to tag
Max
Koala
jen
jas
beng
2008/11/23
back to myself
ok....since i'm a chinese, so i'm gonna post my blog in chinese. needa do some practice since it's been a long long time i din write in chinese in any essay (since high school).hehe.
2008/11/11
that's me
8.00 morning class today.
so...as usual, i overslept again.
i dun even know when i off my alarms, 2 alarms somemore!
thanx Kenny G, i love ya!*ishh...*
so...as usual, i overslept again.
i dun even know when i off my alarms, 2 alarms somemore!
thanx Kenny G, i love ya!*ishh...*
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