someone i can talk to...(EMO POST)

i wasn't in a good mood for these few weeks(months).
too many things happened in one shot which i dunno how to handle it.
i'm upset.
wanted to find someone to talk to...but it seemed everyone was busying wif their stuff. i need someone who can be trusted.
i tried to talk to one of my best fren, too bad she's owaz not the right person i can talk to, for her.....guy owaz more important than anyone. she was busying wif her new coming bf. i talked to her but she looked not so care about me n she DIN'T listen to my problem, she kept smsing wif the guy, so i choose to shut my mouth.
i know there's someone i can talk to,but i hardly can contact wif him now, he's so far away frm here. i wanna talk to u!!!! i miss those time we chat frm day time until midnight, no secrets btw us. somehow, something happened in btw us....which i wanna apologize.i'm sorry abt it.
i hope he's doing great now.
next week will be my final exam too...emo...emo...emo...

rest in peace...

my granny passed away this morning.

random post

my cousin came to my house and he says : u look so stupid when u talk to the maid.
hey i know my bahasa malaysia is bad, but hor...i got A1 is my SPM leh, dun play play....i cannot speak very well only ma since i never had any malay frens which i can talk to, u cnt blame me.
in the shop also, i only tell them the price , satu, dua, tiga.....ok time to go to campus to have my sleeping class,ciao.

the concert

i went for the 8tv summer concert wif kenari, lynn, and their frens yesterday.

the concert was very cool and great! we were abit crazy when we saw the taiwanese singers came out .

so today i sore throat .my muscles are very pain.

anyway, we had a very good fengsui place, so we could see clearly at the stage.

bcoz of the concert,i'm goin to suffer today....sunday!LOADS OF WORK are waiting for me sial....

u know y?actually i can finish some of the works before goin to the concert, but hor.....saya TERLALU EXCITED d, so cnt concertrate in doin anything ma. yesterday i saw many sardines and burgers in the concert, luckily i'm not the one.hoho.

so for those who hesistated alot whether to go or not ot go to the concert(sendiri tau la....),i BET U R REGRET now! luckily i'd make a right decision in the last minute....nenene.

ok ok....doin my work now,ciaoz!

back

the last post was 12 days ago, so now i'm back again.
the same excuses---i'm so lazy and busy.
juz finished my test,....no not yet finished, 1 more to go for next week.
i'm physically and mentally exhausted. ma test like SHIT. so i gonna aim for my final exam.
SIN LING really need some motivation to study since she lost ALL her interest in engineering.
weird feeling is still here.
i still love soliditary.
i rilly hope that someone could understand ma feelings. but i owaz keep it in my heart .
now only i noticed i make quite alot of frens in ma uni. new frens are GREAT. i dunno their name yet but we are so close now. i call them by giving them some unique nickname.XD
most of them are guys....and 2 gals.wtf...i had my tutorial class juz now, so surprising that i'm the oni gal in the class and 34 guys. i felt like i'm an alien. luckily i know some of them. hey if like that hor, i think someday i'll lost interest in guys one leh coz they are too common for me d. bcoz of this, the lecturer likes to call me to answer his question...phew...i managed to escape. hehe.
y am i talking about this? i feel like i dun wanna type anything now. EMO again.
celebrated lynn's birthdae juz now. we all gila gila one. Oww.....forgot to take pictures! lynn la, 20th already but still cry juz because we teased her about her cheap mobile phone. wait,i din tease, canary did!
i'm half awake now. so i'll continue to post something when i'm FREE!*slow slow wait*

i'm goin to die soon...

die die die!

going to die for next week tests coz basically i'm not prepared yet. busy doing my stuff until no time to study.even when i hav the motivation to study, there is always something stop me from approaching my books n notes -DRAMA! die la die la like tat.

yesterday was a freaky day for me coz i met wee kiat.wahaha. he's not my enemy actually, it juz tat everytime when we met each other, it never fail, we will start arguing and tease each other. i never tought i would met him actually, it's been 1 or 2 years since he shifted to mmu cyberjaya. one sentence -I'M SO SOI,SO UNLUCKY. i was kinda shocked when he was standing juz in front me! not more than 15cm! ma 1st reaction-' WA!(very very high pitch)!

Kenari has the same feeling as me, my partner!

ma ahma was admitted to hospital last nite ,haiz...

and hor, the guy alwayz walk with me hor....he's my brother not my bf ok! so ppl, dun ask me the same question again! i know we don't look the same. i'm gettign fed up answering the same question. MY BROTHER! do i look tat young ?wahaha.

ini pun, my adik! adik ok! currently studying in KL about automative n mechatronic(oops,i dunno how to spell).

no title....

oh yeah! i'm redoing my assignment again! coz when i was doing my work juz now, suddenly no elctricity, staring at the screen and still wondering how cum it stopped working. so unfortunately i havent save my work yet!!!!

my dog so coward, he was so panic and trying to find a place to hide, whenever i go, he followed. like the Digi advertisement 'i'll follow u...', so finally he hide himself under the table. useless dog!

it's very surprising tat derek msg me again! we've been stop talking to each other since...last 2 or 3 month i think.(it's my problem)long story.....i hesitated whether i shud reply him or juz ignore it. so i replied him den i tidur! not much credit left in my phone, 90cent !gonna keep for 2mr . prepaid is so lousy! i prefer postpaid, like last time! but if i use postpaid, my dad gonna puke blood(tats the reason i changed to prepaid).hehe. orite i know i' abit lame here,tonnes of work are still waiting for me to do. i shall stop here. at least i post something here. wahaha.

to derek: i'm sorry if i din't response to the way u wan. my fault.(talking to myself since nobody read my blog)